Dear emotions and society

Fourteen

Here I am

Sitting here listening to music

Fighting the tears

Cause every love song reminds me of the way you'll never feel towards me

Cause every love song represents the way I feel towards you

I'm trying to fight the tears

If anyone were to see me like this

Nothing would be right again.

I'm strong yet weak.

I'm afraid of the dark but I love you

I've asked myself this before, I'll ask it again

Why do I fall when no one will catch me?

Is this the power of my heart that still loves even after everything?

Does anything I say make sense anymore?

It's okay for you to run. To yell at me. It's okay...

It's okay

Because you're not the first one.

Well I'm still alive. Sorry for kinda dying again. I have sooooo many drafts you do not even know. Right now I'm trying to get them finished. Bear with me here, okay?
Thank you for reading!
(Don't I just suck at making a chapter name?)