Dear emotions and society

Thirty-six

Come back to me, please

I promise you won't be a burden

I would rather you be a burden then far away from me

Please don't leave me here alone

I guess it's over.

We're over

And seeing all these valentines decorations

Rubs salt in the wound.

I'm scared to sleep.

Maybe those dreams were just warning me.

I knew it in the back of my mind.

My happiness doesn't last.

You told me to not cry, but I did anyway.

But I won't cry anymore.

It doesn't matter anymore.

Even though I'm crying now.

You were like the stars of the Oklahoma night sky.

It's raining.

I knew life was unfair

But after being denied love twice,

I thought you could be the one.

And we'd stargaze in the country.

Play games together.

Dance together.

I guess it's just not my year again.

Bunch of things. I just needed to get it out a bit so I'm sorry if this is bad.