Dear emotions and society

Thirty-three

I don't freaking get it because everyone ships us and says we would be a good couple and that we should be together and all I see?

All I see is two people stuck together because one doesnt know how to move on. Two people who are stuck in this circle.

I don't get how we are like that one couple that makes it through middle school and high school. We constantly argue and I constantly get frustrated with you.

We will never be together

I know the day when we graduate that I will cry so hard because I'll probably never see you again.

I don't get how I can love you so much when you probably hate me. You've lied to me and I let you, because I never wanted to deal with the fact that you would lie to me. I wanted to believe that you cared.