Dear emotions and society

Thirty-five

I'm so freaking sorry

I'm sorry for loving you

I just care so much

I have to replace I love you with goodnight and it hurts

It hurts so bad, my love.

But I'll be okay, I've dealt with this before.

I just...never thought I'd be so stupid to fall again.

I just love you so much that it physically hurts.

I love you so much that your voice brightens my day

And your sadness breaks my heart into even tinier pieces

You'll never understand.

I don't understand.

I hate this so much cause I really would choose you over this world

I can't give you up, don't care if the whole world suffers I wouldn't kill you for this world

And I sometimes tear up at the thought of you because my emotions are so out of control it's unbelievable.

Woo. Double update, less quality. Oops.

How ya doing my dudes? I hope school isn't crushing you into a dark oblivion.

Bye