Please Use Discretion//Josh Dun Fan Fic

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I hated the last chapter tbh.. I feel like my writing is just getting shitty so im going to actually try this time.

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Elaina's POV

Josh walked out the front door while I slammed it behind him, storming upstairs.

When I reached the top of the stair case I walked towards my bedroom, slamming that door as well behind me.

I walk towards my bed, and drop my entire body onto the bed. Taking a pillow and screaming into it. Tears threatening to appear in the ducts of my eyes.

I cling onto the pillow I buried my face into. Until I heard a soft knock on the door.

"Go away!" I yell, my voice muffled by the pillow.

I heard the door slowly being open. I quickly get up and turn my body towards my mother who had made her way into my bedroom.

"What happened?" She says softly before I made my way to pull her into an embrace.

My head rested on her chest, as she pulls my body closer to her, she rubs the back of my head kissing the top of it.

"Josh wants me to go on tour with him." I say with a pouty tone.

"Tour?" She asks with that slight bit of concern.

"That's what I said.." I bury my face into the crook of her neck.

"Well.. What's so bad about that?" She asks after a moment of thought.
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*One Hour Ago*

"Tour?" I ask looking at the puppy dog eyed boy laying next to me.

"Yeah, you know. To get your mind off things." He explains

"Are you kidding me?" I ask mildly taken aback

He nods in response

"Josh, My ex boyfriend just got sentenced to nine months in jail... Nine Months!" I say shocked.

"Yeah, So?" Josh asks cocking his head

"So?! So the guy who abused and raped me didn't get the justice he deserved and you just want me to go on tour with you?!" I get off the bed and start pacing a little around the room.

"Calm down, you don't have to say yes." Josh assures me, quickly getting up trying to calm me down.

He reaches in, to try and stop me from pacing.

"Don't touch me!" I pull away from him, my pacing becoming faster.

"Calm down, you're over reacting." Josh says softly, with a worried tone in his voice.

"Calm down?! Calm down Josh? How the hell do I calm down when I have been stuck with this bottled up pain for the last few months. To find out I probably won't be safe when he gets out!" I yell with my hands on my
forehead.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought this up. Maybe I should just go." Josh says making his way to the door.

He opens my door, while I follow
along with him. We walk down stairs, towards the front door.