lmao hey welcome to my second spam book it's just as emo as the last one
i say lmao and ha way too much
⚠️trigger warnings⚠️
mentions suicide, self harm, drug use, alcoholism, homicide, swearing, sexual content, and other stuff idk
so i did some bruise makeup on my hand and it looks awful but have a photo anyways because i want attention.
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sorry my hand is pretty gross.
in other news, i talked to eli twice today. once for a few moments when i was walking up to class and again at lunch when i gave him an anGERY LETTER. (he called mcr goth and i got annoyed and wrote him a thing) the letter had my phone number and email in it but he hasn't texted or emailed me which means he doesn't care. sO i'm pretty sure he doesn't like me which is honestly understandable. okay. uhM i'm kinda frustrated about that. hopefully he makes an effort to talk to me tomorrow or i'll have to do it.
i got back into sfx makeup today bc i love blood. like honestly i'm a complete slut for blood and would do anything for a bucket of fake blood and a new face.
i want frank iero to punch me, have i mentioned that? yeah. that's a thing.
my sister got a metronome app and she's been using it nonstop and it's the most irritating thing ever so i'm gonna play afycso very loudly for her.
uGh this is such a good album!!!!! how even!!! slsbskanshkeen
i'm working on a fake cut on my knee and it looks horrid so far, i haven't done like anything yet lmao. it's such a mess and i relate to it on a spiritual level.
it also looks like a you know what and i'm cringing aCK
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please excuse my hideous knee, it's not my fault i'm ugly.
