my eyes haven't been this puffy since i made myself cry every night with Summertime. holy fuck. i woke up this morning and cried and then read and cried more because of that. what a mess i am.
i realised something this morning, there's nothing wrong with my life, nothing except for me. i am officially the most ungrateful, petty, self absorbed, spoiled, whiny, and childish person i know. i have no disorders or disabilities (that i know of) and i don't have any major traumatic experiences. so why the fuck am i such a screw-up?? oh wait it's because of my shit personality. i don't even have a legitimate reason not to do my homework, not to have a lot of friends, not to be in a stable relationship. i'm just a fucking awful person. hooray.
i should probably stop ranting bc i feel like i'm annoying when i complain this much. i'm definitely turning into those kids who say they're depressed just to get attention and complain about their lives a lot. holy fuck i can't keep writing this.
okay bye i'm gonna try not to ruin my eyeshadow
xo
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Randomlmao hey welcome to my second spam book it's just as emo as the last one i say lmao and ha way too much ⚠️trigger warnings⚠️ mentions suicide, self harm, drug use, alcoholism, homicide, swearing, sexual content, and other stuff idk
