so i've kinda given up on the whole eli thing. it's not really worth it anyways, and it probably wouldn't lead to anything good,, so i need to learn to be happy with what i've got and stop chasing after people. eli is older than me and also probably wouldn't like me, so i'm not going to try. and by not trying, i'm also not going to try being friends with him because somehow being friends with someone just has to mean i'll end up getting feelings for them, and that always ends horribly. i'm really tired from a long day of doing nothing. help me lmao.
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