comfort {chapter nine}

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"Stop it! Just stop! You don't mean any of this!" Nichola screamed, thrashing out of Jack's grip. Fresh tears paged down her cheeks as she hastily wiped them away.

"You betrayed me! You told the people you knew you shouldn't! You ruined us!" She continued, grabbing her bag and throwing it down to the pavement.

Jack, just being woken up by her screams, had
no clue what she was talking about. He wiped the sleep from his eyes, standing up and reaching out towards the sobbing girl.

"I told you! I told you every single detail of my life, of what happened, but you told them! You fucking betrayed me! You told the school, you told my parents, you fucking did all of this and you don't mean a word you said in this goddamn letter! You fucking ruined my life, you do realize that Jack. You little ratshit bastard! You bloody knew not to tell anyone, but just when I thought I could fucking trust you, what the hell did you do?! You fucking told everyone. Go to hell, Jack Matthew!" She bellowed, shoving every last thing into her bag.

"Nichola, shut the hell up! I fucking meant every last thing I said in that letter! It was to help you, Nich! I saw you suffering and you didn't fucking want help! Of course I told your parents, they had to know!" He screamed, his own tears rushing down his face.

He reached out for the shaking girl, only to get rejected and pushed away.

"Fuck you!" She screamed, pushing at Jack's chest. "Get the hell away from me, you lying, you, you monster!" She stuttered out.

He fell silent and immobile at those two words. You monster. You monster. You monster.

"I was fucking helpless, I was broken and I needed someone, not the two people who judge me the most and the whole school to know! I neede-"

"No you, Nichola you shut the fuck up! I was there, I was with you for those four months, I was with you to support you and give you love and affection, I cared for you and you pushed me away. You fucking pushed me away like you always do! So of course I told your fucking parents!" He interrupted.

"You don't care! You never have! I gave you my everything, everything! Why the hell did you tell everyone if you cared!" She screamed, shoving her bag to the ground.

"Because you couldn't see for yourself what was happening! I cared so much that I risked us for you to be happy! I risked everything so that you would be fixed, even if that meant we'd break up." His voice slowly started to get quieter and quieter. His emotions were getting the best of him, and he couldn't allow that.

"But the only thing that made me happy, was us! The only thing that I cared for was us!" She cried.

"Nobody else stood by you for those four months except for me, Nichola. The only one who cared enough, was me. Now you're throwing that all away because you're a stubborn bitch who can't get it through her head!"

"Jack! Just shut up I-"

"No Nichola, you shut up. If I didn't care, why did I stay with you for those four months where you were so depressed you were immobile? If I didn't care, why the hell did I pull you out of the pond that day? If I didn't care, then why did I try to support you when you needed someone? Finally, Nichola, if I didn't care, then why the hell am I following you around this damn country?!" He yelled, kicking the glass bottle of flat coke to the ground, shattering in one move, its content draining into the nearby sewer.

"I fucking hate you, Jack." She screamed at the sky, as if to no one in particular when in fact the message to whom it was directed at was within arms length.

"What the hell was I supposed to do?! Just sit there and watch you as your life crumpled before me, all because of that one fucking night." He said, trying to calm down.

"I- uh- well you could've- but I-" She stuttered.

"Exactly." He stated.

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A/N ; ayy cliffhanger get this chapter to 10 votes and i'll update bc exams ilyasm stay perf

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