Don't Forget(Chrissy Costanza)

Chapter 7

*CHRISSY'S POV*

"What do you think about my new hair style?" Asked Holly motioning to her new ombre green hair.

Just why.

"It's cool." I spat not even trying to fake interest in her hair. I can't believe I actually considered this bitch my friend... Well... I actually never DID but still. How could I hang out with her?! I mean she is popular and rich after all, yet she is VERY self-centered and arrogant. Like I just woke up at a MOTHERFUCKING HOSPITAL after I defended the girl I liked before my friends, but I doubt Leon and Chris will forgive me about it, and she came in to ASK ABOUT HER HAIR?! She is a total bitch.

"I like it! It suits you sooo good!" Yelled Jen. She didn't just do that!

So they started an intense conversation about hair and how they were planning on changing her style. I couldn't be more annoyed.

"Can you shut the fuck up?!" Asked Taylor from her bed. "I'm trying to read!"

I looked at her... Trying my hardest not to smile. She looked so beautiful with that little frown, her hands on that book of hers, with her index put between the pages as a temporary bookmark. She is the cutest.

"And why should we care fot you?!" Yelled Holly clearly angry.

"Holly. Leave" I spat. I'm SO done with this bullshit.

"WhAAT?!" Asked that bitch with a pretend offense voice.

"Get the fuck out." I repeated.

"Stop treating that thing as an equal... She isn't! Get over it!" Yelled Holly.

"She is better than you! So get the fuck out!" I yelled.

"You are NOT my best friend." She stated before getting up from her seat. In less than a second she got out of our room. Closing the door violently as she left.

"The fuck was that?" Asked Jen.

"Doesn't matter."I answered covering myself as if by doing this I would get away from my problems.

"You have defended her twice by now... Is there something going on?" Asked my cousin trying to look for my eyes.

I heard Taylor snicker under her breath. She is mean.

"Why the fuck should I owe any explanaitions?!" I asked back.

"You like her."

"Why would I tell you?!"
"Because you are my cousin for fuck's sake! Are you gay?!" She yelled as she pulled the cover off my face.
"Fuck no! I'd never even look at someone that is not a man! That's sick!" I yelled.
I looked quickly to Kate... And I could tell she got hurt.
I'm sorry.
"Now leave. I'm done with that bullshit." I ordered and she went to the door.
"For the record. I know that look of yours." She whispered and left.
I sighed and put the back of my hand over my forehead.
"I knew that the kiss was a mistake." She commented to herself as she put on her headphones.

Fuck no!
"It's not like that!" I yelled as I got up completely sure that I will make her realize that she is wrong.
When I arrived to her bed, I took her headphones off and said.
"It was not a mistake."
"Then why do you act like it!?"
I kept silent.
"Your image." She answered not trying to hide her pain.
"It's not like that..." I tried to defend myself.
"Then how?" She asked.
"I don't know..."
I looked into her eyes. I'm so done with my own bullshit.
"I like you." She said.
"I like you too." I replied.
This. Is. Happening.
"I'm sorry."
"It's okay." She smiled.
"I'm sorry." I repeated.
"Don't be hahahaha." She took my hand. Trying to comfort me.
"May I kiss you?" I asked.
"No."
I won't deny that it hurt me deeply.
"Okay."  I left to my bed.
After several minutes in complete silence, she said the phrase that hurt me the most in my whole life.
"It's funny that I imagine a future with you, when I know who you are. And you love nobody but your image..."
But she is wrong. I can love. And I will love her, until I prove her wrong.
Until she loves me like I love her.