Hating The Gangster

Chapter 31

Xyna's POV

Almost 30 minutes na rin kaming nandito sa garden. Nakaupo ako at sya, nakahiga pa rin sa damuhan.

"Clein... paano kung.. bumalik na ako sa Good Will?"

Hindi ko naiwasang hindi itanong. Lagi ko kasi itong naiisip. There's a lot of what if's.

There are times na I want to say yes to him. I want to be with him always. I want him to be my boyfriend already.

Yes, I like him. But I'm still waiting for the time that my heart will tell me that I love him already.

I want him but I am so afraid that after months, he'll be left by me.

I.. I'm just so afraid of the things.

Well, wheres the positive Xyna Lee?

He looked at me straight in my eyes and carressed my cheeks. "The world is small for us. Pwede kitang puntahan. Pwede kitang ilipat dito. Pwede kitang sundan." He said and then stood up. "Never feel worry about us. I'll always make a way to be with you. Let's go?"

Napangiti ko at inilihad nya ang kamay nya para tumayo ako.

I felt relieved when he said that. Although I know he will or I will because we can always have money.

But then, what if he get tired?

Haayys

Pumasok na kami sa loob.

Pagpasok namin sa loob, sakto namang sumasayaw na ng rock sa dance floor.

But I don't want that kind of songs. It's like I'm in a bar.

We headed to our table and that's when I saw Ron's date.

"I didn't know that outsider can be here, like duh!" I said as I come near her.

"Well girl, it's easy to say that 'you're so beautiful Allysa'. That's so easy Xyna!"

Oh gosh.

This bestfriend of mine really sucks! So assuming. But well, she's really stunning with her red and silver night gown huh.

She got the most awesome designer tonight.

"Go talk to her. I'll just sit with the boys." Sabi ni Clein when he let go of my hand.

Naupo naman kami sa may table namin. Kasama pa rin namin sila Clein pero girls kaming magkakatabi.

"Bakit nga pala wala si Nicole? Di man lang ikaw nagchat na pupunta ka pala." Tanong ko sakanya pagkaupo pa lang namin.

"Pinilit lang din ako isama ni Ron ngayon. Thankfully I have a spare gown. I did not bother to call you kasi nagmamadali na din si Ron. May performance nga daw."

"Eh asan ka kanina nung nagpeperform sila?"

"Comfort Room." Tipid nyang sagot kasi nagstart na syang kumain ng nakaserve sa table.

Naramdaman kong nakatingin si Clein sa akin kaya tiningnan ko sya.

Tama naman yung hula ko.

"You hungry?" Tumayo sya at lumapit sa akin.

"No. I just ate a while ago diba? Bakit umalis ka don? Umiinom ka ba?" Tanong ko sakanya nung tumabi sya sa akin ng upuan.

Okay lang naman uminom sya ngayon. Besides, this is Midball. Refresh night.

"Yeah. I want to drink tonight." He said while playing the ring in my finger.

Bigay ito saken ni Mommy eh. She's obsessed with accessories.