Chapter 38

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Ashlynn :)

I woke up this morning. I finally made it to the best but scariest part of my life. Adulthood. I have lived the last 6months with out a mom and 17 years without my dad. It's the most important day of my life. It's my birthday, but not any birthday I am finally 18. That means I can go to jail at anytime, or I can move out and change my life. I am to the point that its all based on what I do.

I should do something big for myself. Like.............a party.

What the hell am I thinking Lawrence and I both got shot the last party I had. If I want to make it past my 18th birthday I shouldn't have a party.

"Lawrence!!!!!" I scream

"What??"

"Get your lazy ass outta bed and come say happy birthday"

About 10 minuets later

"Happy birthday baby"

"Thanks. So I had an idea, I need to do something for my birthday but I don't want to have a party."

"You want a party? Great ill text all of your friends and let them know"

"Asshole you better drop my phone and get over here"

"Too late message is already sent"

"Really?? Remember last time you and I both got shot?"

"Well as far as I know that bitch isn't even in town anymore"

Great so now I have this party to get ready for. No big boy drugs this time that caused a problem. And not too much alcohol. I don't want anyone passed out on my floor tonight.

You know what I'm going to have fun tonight I am not going to worry about anything I might even smoke a bowl while I'm at it. What the hell am I thinking? Am I really thinking about smoking? Who am I turning myself into.

I also have an announcement for tonight that not even Lawrence knows.

I go to the store and get stuff for the party. Beer, red solo cups, ping-pong balls, and food.

As people start showing up for the party I decided to smoke a bowl even though I told myself I never would end up like my mom. But once can't hurt right?

Everyone is finally here and we sit down to open gifts and eat cake. When I open my last gift I decided to tell everyone. I have butterflies in my stomach.

"Ok guys before we get too high or drunk I need to tell you something. You all know I had a 3.5 G.P.A all through high school right. So I am getting a full ride to any college of my choice. And well.........I didn't choose Berkley as my school. I will be attending Ohio State University right after I graduate this fall. And Lawrence is also coming with me."

I feel really bad and start to break down. Then everyone comes up and starts hugging me and saying that I will be ok and there glad I am following my dreams.

We all smoke and get higher than the fucking moon. Then people started drinking. I decided to save drinking until my 21st birthday.

Lawrence and I sneak down stairs and walk in on Shiloh and Amanda. Of course.

"Bitch get out of my bed its my turn."

"Damn you smoked for the first time and your going to get laid for the first time tonight?" Said Shiloh

I turned bright red.

"She is" said Lawrence with a wink

Oh Jesus can this get anymore awkward? They finally leave and Lawrence and I start to make out. Then we have sex.

After we went upstairs and everyone is too drunk to realize anything so we play beer pong and as I pull out the table someone knocks on the door. It's flower bitch and spencer are there.

"Why the fuck are you here" Lawrence says

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