Deal Breaker

Chaper 41

Amanda's POV

Flashback.

I witnessed Amy and Shiloh talking outside if the car intensely. My husband kept looking at me and pinching the bridge of his nose.

A nervous habit I have come to love.

I turned up the radio only to hear the song Roller Coaster by Luke Bryan playing. I started to sing softly to it as they kept talking.

My curiosity got the best of me as I quietly rolled down the window.

"But I'm doing this for Carly." Shiloh said.

WHAT? My anger boiled inside me at an intense rate as I pushed up the car door. My hands were trembling as I stood in the cold night only wearing jeans, a flattering white shirt, and Shiloh's leather jacket.

"Who the fuck is Carly!" I screamed

Amy looked at me nervously before walking away. "It's not what you think Amanda. Calm down."

"Ames. Go. I got this." Shiloh said calmly. Too calmly

I looked at her as she mouthed "I'm sorry" at me.

My mind raced as I thought of the trillion possibilities of who Carly was to Shiloh.

Was she his family? Was she Amy's friend? Is she Shilohs friend? Are they good friends. Has he been with her? does he love her?

"Are you cheating on me?" my voice shook.

"No. Of course not! that's crazy Amanda and you know it!" he took my hands in his before I pulled away from him.

Truth is, I did know he wouldn't cheat on me. He wouldn't hurt me like that. But I still want to know who this 'Carly' is.

"Well who the fuck is she then!" I hollered attracting nearby people.

"Keep your voice down!" Shiloh whisper yelled. "I'll tell you who she is. But you have to promise me you'll keep an open mind about this."

An open mind? he's crazy! I'm livid right now!

Before I could stop myself, I reached up and smacked him across the face. I hit him hard enough to piss him off, but not enough to actually do any damage.

He grabbed my wrist and pulled me in the car. His brown eyes flashed rage and I knew it was because of me.

"That hurt." He snorted.

"Good. You deserved it." I retaliated.

"Amanda. Hear me out okay?" he asked me. The rough growl in his voice was sexy.

But I was mad. Sexy wasn't going to cure this right now.

"Okay then fine!" I yelled. He drove to his apartment and put the car in his usual spot towards the front of the building.

He breathed in deeply.

This is it. He's going to tell me all about his cheating lover. How much better she is at sex. How much bigger her butt is.

"You calm enough?" he asked.

I nodded. If I were to say anything, I'd rip his head off and I don't want that.

"Okay. Well lemme start off by saying that I love you. More than anything in the world. Amanda. This is going to be hard to hear okay?" he paused waiting for me to respond.

I nodded again.

"Before you. Carly and I were together. I thought I was in love with her. But I realize now I wasnt!"

His words stung at my heart as the tears spilled over my eyes.

"Amy, Finnick, Maria, Carly, and I had our own group. Maria started to do some drugs like LSD and she got all crazy. Eventually, she came after me. By attacking and killing Carly."

My heart started to pound as he told me about the tragic way this bitch ruined his first love.

"Right before she died, I promised her that we would get revenge on Maria. That we wouldn't forget her."

He put his head in my shoulder as my heart rate dropped. I let him stay there.

"Shiloh. It wasn't your fault." I tried to comfort him.

"I know. But, I just. I love you so much Amanda and if she went after you-" his sentence trailed off.

I took his face between my hands gently and kissed his soft pink lips. "I love you. Shiloh, you are my one and only. Nothing will happen to you and I."

He only nodded. His stubble rubbing on my bare skin. It sent shivers through me.

He must've noticed because he looked up at me and smirked. He continued to use his deadly stubble to do this until my breathing was shallow.

"Wanna go inside? We can certainly finish this in comfort" his voice was seductive as he traced a line from my bottom lip down to the top of my breasts.

"I want to go but we have Ashlynn's birthday party." I said. Inside my heart was speeding. I could take him right now.

"But she lives so far away!" he mumbled. Throwing his face into the crook of my neck. Leaving kisses behind as he went to my collarbone.

"I have a better idea." I smiled thinking of the one thing we haven't done together.

He looked at me intensely as i kissed my neck. My hands started to rub on his plain black T-shirt that fit his body nicely.

"I know what you have in mind he winked and kissed my neck. He started to drive to Ashlynn's house.

My fingers moved to the tip of his belt as I undid he jeans. I still kissed his neck.

Every time he moaned, it vibrated through my lips. "Mmm. Amanda" his eyes still on the road. After I got what I needed to out, I lowered my mouth onto him.

By the time we got to Ashlynn's, we were both breathless. "I liked that a lot." I say cleaning myself up.

He sat back in his seat. His hands were pressed against his forehead. "Me.... Too." He said panting.

I smirked as we both got out of the car. Immediately, I latched onto his hand.

We walked through the door only to see the normal teenage party things. People drinking, smoking, and of course, being ridiculous dancers.

I spotted Ashlynn and directed Shiloh and my latched hand through the crowd.

"Hey lovebirds!" Ashlynn said giving me a hug.

"Happy birthday!" I shouted. She smiled at me.

"Thank you. Are you guys staying long?"

I looked at Shiloh. "No. Just a couple minuets. We wanted to tell you happy birthday!" he said over the loud thumping of the music.

"Okay! well thanks for stopping by!" she said and maneuvered her way to Lawrence.

"Can we please go home now?" he asked me desperately.

"Yeah." I want to do things!!

Just as we were about to leave, shit hit the fan.

Karmin ran out crying and Spencer and Maria walked in.

"Shit" Shiloh and I said in unison.

"Shiloh! Have you seem our dear friend amy?" Maria asked.

~Taylor/Amanda!!!