Getting Over Kaori Miyazono

Chapter 6

Man, Tsubaki left as fast as she could. What was I doing? Both of us our freaking out about Kaori and I decide to hold her face in my hand? What the hell?

I don't know, I guess it's just because I remembered that Tsubaki is there for me. She said it when Kaori died, and I appreciated her being there for a while, but I couldn't keep up my facade and I just let go of trying to be strong. It was too hard, but Tsubaki was beginning to make me feel better.

I still don't know where that came from. I wanted her to stay with me, I didn't wanna be alone with my thoughts and memories, they're what continue to plague my life, keeping me down.

I just have to let go of Kaori, she'd always be a part of me, but I'm never going to see her again. I can remember for the both of us but I can't continue to miss her....

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I ran out of Kousei's house, my face felt hot, WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED?!

Well, I went to see Kousei, we cried and hugged over Kaori, he wiped away my tears and looked into my eyes, deeply...

I love Kousei, but he's never felt the same way, so why does he have to play with me like that, he's such a dummy.

What he does or puts me through, I'll be there for him. It's a promise I made to him that I'd never leave him. I can take what ever he throws my way.

I don't care if he hurts me, I love him to much to leave him hurt.