all he could feel was an aching coursing through his body, he wanted to regret the things he did to himself and the harm he inflicted on himself, but when he looked into the mirror and saw all the fat on his body, he would feel the regret start to bubble into something else, something that made his mouth taste bitter and his nails claw at his skin to rid him of his impurities.
his belly ached from the malnourishment coursing through his body, but of course he never once gave in to temptations, afraid of what would happen if he did.
no one even asked him why he always insisted on eating in his room, no one asked about the vomiting sounds they would hear late in the night. no one cared and that pushed troye more to ruin himself.
he wrote in his diary every day his goal; to be thin and beautiful.
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if you are easily triggered by eating disorders and abuse do not read this. it mainly is surrounded by anorexia and bulimia nervosa and more stuff i'll get into when this continues on. if you like i'll put a trigger warning on the chapters that will be triggering. i love you guys a lot and i just want you to know you are beautiful no matter you believe it or not. someone out there is going to think you are the most beautiful person in the world while other will not. anyways i love you.
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thin - tracob
Fanfiction"it hurts." troye cries holding onto jacob for dear life, the pain in his body so great dying felt worth it. jacob kisses his forehead, salty tears falling down his face. "i know it hurts." !tracob! | triggering content |
