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jacob's lips hovered over troye's their eyes connected together and nose touching. "are you sure about this?" he questions troye a hint of hesitation behind his tone. their naked bodies hovering close to each other.
troye stares into jacob's eyes with a quick nod of his head, gulping down his anxieties that were lingering in his head, "i want to have sex before i die. as stupid as i sound just this once can we forget i'm sick?" he says softly avoiding jacob's eyes as they spoke about his up and coming death.
jacob couldn't refuse troye, he knew it was selfish of him. but troye wanted this as well, he wasn't pushing jacob away.
"but the doctors-,"
"jacob i don't care! stop telling me about what they're saying. and they said no hard sex, slow sex won't hurt and i'm a bottom," he attempts to reason with jacob. "just go slow, baby," he grabs ahold of his hair. jacob reaches across troye, grabbing the condoms out of the side drawer, chewing on his bottom lip nervously.
"i love you," he stares down at him once the condom was rolled on correctly. he hovers above troye, his cock teasing his entrance.
troye throws his head back leaving out a moan. jacob pushes himself farther into troye, which makes him let out a harsh breath. jacob looks down at him for reassurance to continue. when he gets that he begins to thrust his hips into troye softly.
troye's sharp nails dig into jacob's back as jacob hits his prostate. troye lets out a moan biting down on his shoulder which elicits a moan out of jacob from the harsh contact.
if dying meant he couldn't experience this again or have jacob; then he didn't want to die. he wished they would've found a cure.
i don't wanna be thin, i want jacob.
troye lets go at the same time jacob does tears falling down his face.
"i...i don't wanna lose you. t...this isn't fair," he sobs as jacob rolls off of him and pulls him close to him.
"i know baby," jacob soothes him, kissing his sweaty forehead. jacob swallowed down the feelings bubbling in his chest, not wanting to hurt troye even more than he already was.
"i love you,"
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thin - tracob
Fanfiction"it hurts." troye cries holding onto jacob for dear life, the pain in his body so great dying felt worth it. jacob kisses his forehead, salty tears falling down his face. "i know it hurts." !tracob! | triggering content |
