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troye sat on the cold tiled floor of his bathroom, tears running down his cheeks, as he dug his finger nails deeper into his skin. he wanted to feel something other than a cold numbness going through his body. troye had been sat down by his mother at the dinner table, forced to eat something other than ice cubes, and now he's currently sat in the bathroom debating rather he is going to purge the food he had eaten or leave it sit. that option made him grimace because he knew if he didn't do this he'd get fat and no longer achieve his goal of being thin.
troye gags a couple times, trying to make the remnants of his stomach come up. he had been sure to eat only a bowl of soup, so it was easier for him purge it.
after a couple of forced gags and fingers down his throat the contents of his stomach spilled into the toilet, making tears fall down his cheeks.
he continued to this till nothing but choked sobs fell from his lips. with a shaky push he moves away from the toilet settling on a shower to calm his mind.
before he gets in he stares at himself in the body length mirror, a hand sat on his small stomach, grimacing when he saw his thighs and how fat they were he left a tear slide down his cheek he grabbed his stomach harshly another grimace falls from his lips.
i will be thin.
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thin - tracob
Fanfiction"it hurts." troye cries holding onto jacob for dear life, the pain in his body so great dying felt worth it. jacob kisses his forehead, salty tears falling down his face. "i know it hurts." !tracob! | triggering content |
