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a part of me really wants to be in a relationship, but the majority says no. i mean, it gets really fucking lonely... even being surrounded by my best friends/friends. but as i sit & think about it, im happy that im not committing myself to one person. i still have a lot to explore on my own & make things right with myself. also, the fact that couples throw out "i love you" like it's nothing really scares me because love is such a heavy topic imo. idk. im just scared of being in another relationship tbh. idek why im talking about this.
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