it feels like everyone is staring at me. every whisper i hear, i automatically think it's about me, so i put in both of my headphones to drown it all out.
it's not helping.
people keep looking at me & then they laugh. what are they saying? what am i doing that is so humorous?
i feel like running away.
people are mean. especially those who think they are superior than everyone else (aka preps & select foreign exchange students). they use snapchat to send embarrassing photos/videos of their classmates. they indirectly harrass them with trigger words.
but they never get caught
i may overreact to some things, but this? this is something that i will never overreact about because i see it happen so often & i know for a fact that i have indeed been someone that has been made fun of.
now i have to sit in this library full of mean people who think it's okay to laugh at others while they are working. i have to sit in this library full of mean people who will never get caught for their mean actions. i have to sit in this library full of mean people while i have a panic attack.
the voices will not go away
i wouldn't be this way if people were kind & genuine from the start. this "safe" school is not safe for me when im terrified to be around the people that roam these god forsaken halls.
help
