to: idek who im writing to at this point
he's drinking again & it scares the fuck out of me. the history has left me scarred. i do everything i can to keep myself distracted from thinking about it. i'll do whatever it takes to stay away from him. the alcohol is not taking his physical pain away, he just says that to make it seem like it's okay to drink.
i am uncomfortable in this house & i shouldn't have to be
from meli
