Castle Girl

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I am a paneled van with an empty violin case in the passenger seat.

Unnamed letter tiles laying in closet wasteland. Ancient city

lights and a cabinet with a warning label. I am another empty

bottle with a scarred surface on your kitchen counter. A bulb burnt

out on a wooden table, the fire that leaked through the window.


Do not romanticize this life; I am not your castle girl.

I am not well kept by owners or kindly embraced. Do not confuse

cracked palms and purpled skin with being loved. Do not look for the

marks from those who were not gentle with me. You will find them

if you want to, but you cannot heal them.


Do not tell me that I am good, do not apologize to your God

for my mistakes. Try and save me and you will just arrive to an

empty tower flooded. I am misused and under-worn but I am not

hidden and I am not yours to hide.


You spoke in syrup and milk, saying that I was created to be rescued by

someone who understood. Three days into love and you've forgotten

how to tie your shoes, hoping that rosaries and infatuation would woe

me into coming home. Do not tempt me with your heroics,

I am not your castle girl.

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