Is Everything Alright?

Tiny Snowflakes.

Chapter 14*

It has been about 5 months since I came back to Korea. School was usual as always there might be some drama but not too much. Right now I'm walking around Eun Sang's work place just to get away from the problems at home. Won, Tan and dad are always fighting about the amount stockholders will own. There are only 3 problems. One: Won wants the company for his own because he thinks Tan is immature and he can do a better job as president. Plus he's the original son so he thinks its unfair. Two: Dad wants Tan to have most of the shares and make up a story so he will get more attention from the media. Three: Tan doesn't care about his stocks and disobeys dad's orders. Which pisses Won off because dad is giving more credit to a person who is lazy rather than him who works hard. Then Dad doesn't listen and thinks Won is just arrogant. They have been fighting like this for months. Anyways, I could care less about who has the stocks and much less the amount I'm getting. I walked 3 blocks already and I saw a bunch of couples eating or cuddling to eachother. Oh right, today is valentines day. I got a lot of roses, cards and chocolates.. By the time I got to my locker in the morning, my locker was about to burst. When I opened it, flowers and chocolates fell out there was a lot so I separated flowers, candy and cards into three cards and put the bags back in my locker. Even at lunch there were guys who prepared a special table for me and I couldn't refuse it. However, the weird thing was Young Do's actions, when ever I catch him staring at me and guys giving me stuff, he looked to them as if stares could kill. Then he would look away pretending I didn't see. These past few months people have been thanking me because I changed Young Do's attitude a little bit better. I didn't do much but when ever he was bullying or threatening someone, I'm always the first one there and when things get out of hand, I would walk up to him hold his wrists or sometimes his hands and squeeze them to make him stop. He's been listening to me a lot and he seems to have soften up a bit. I'm happy because I decided to add one more to my goal list. Bring back the Young Do I once loved and find out his problems and help him. Its simple for now but at least I'm doing something. I look up and suddenly there were tiny snowflakes falling and I was in the part of the park where the trees are lit. I was beautiful but there were only 3-7 people here and some where leaving. I suddenly felt cold because I was wearing a thin cardigan and a very light pink/ peach dress with tights because we had a 'family' dinner. I couldn't take it, me and Tan went home and prepared dinner for mom. But then dad came home and blew up. So thats when I got my car and drove here. I was alone again and on valentines day. Its funny how people give me things to show off to people but when there's no one around, they'll leave me like I was only for show. I definitely felt that all the time ever since I moved to Canada. I do have friends but they have families too so they can't be with me all the time. Almost every night, When no one answers my calls or texts I would close my bedroom door and cry. Those where the times I felt I was really alone. Tears would just fall down my eyes until I would sob. Questions running in my head and I couldn't help but feel helpless. Why did they send me away? What did I do wrong? Was it because of my accident? It wasn't my fault. Is it because I'm an illegitimate child? I'm a girl and I'm practically useless? That's when it hit me. That sinking feeling and my heart was literally hurt. They didn't love me. I was just important when they needed me then they would throw me away again. Thats when I knew no one cares enough about me. These memories made me cry and soon enough there were tears streaming down my face as the day became darker and snow was falling with a cold breeze. I then felt something warm on my shoulders and someone's presence behind me. I turned around to see who it was. He was standing there with a lonely expression. Young Do. He started walking towards me and wrapped his arms around me. I wrapped mine around his and I buried my face into his chest. He whispered, "Is everything alright?" He hugged me tighter and I couldn't keep it in anymore. I let tears fall down and I sobbed into his chest. He said, "Don't cry. I'm here. You won't be alone. I replied, " Young Do.. 3 years.. For 3 years I felt so useless, alone, hurt and abandoned. I didn't know what to do, I kept blaming myself and cry every night.." He said, " I'm sorry.. I'm sorry I couldn't be beside you in those times. But I now, I'm here to stay just like back then. Your welcome to cry into my arms everynight. " he let go and looked at me in the eyes. "Your my star and I'm your moon. And what do they always do? I said, " always be together because the night sky isn't beautiful without either of them. They make the night more magical." He then took out something from his bag that was on his motorcycle and played music. It was first snow by EXO. Young Do asked me for a dance and I couldn't be more happier. I was in Young Do's arms again and I wasn't alone anymore. Moon and Star were together again.