The New Girl

Part 45

Hayley's p.o.v

The clawing keeps building and building and building until I finally let go. My body started moving on it's own, I dropped face first into the grass waiting for the shifting to stop. A ripple ran over me as thousands of almost pins and needles erupted all over my skin, I could feel my face changing and it felt wrong, very wrong. I guess it will take a bit of time to get used to this. Looking up I could see Jack watching, his eyes pure black still from his wolf wanting to be in control. If he is my mate then this would be hard on him as well wouldn't it? I need to remember to say thank you for this when I can talk again. Feeling myself settle I moved my head up, it feels swelled but fine apart from a little more heavy. This is so weird! "How do you feel?" Jack asked, his voice soft and nervous. Going to speak I felt tongue tied, my mouth opened but instead of words a bark came out instead. That's so cool! He smiled at me running his hand over my head making a whimper leave my lips. It feels so good. I want him to do it again, smiling again he ran his hand over my head massaging as he went down to my neck then scratch behind my ears. Closing my eyes I couldn't stop the happy bark from leaving my lips and small growl of pleasure. No longer feeling awkward with his bare form I felt good but I wanted to change back. Nudging his leg with my stout I begged him with my head to help me change back. He didn't speak about this and I don't want to be stuck in this form no matter how good is feels. "Okay darling this is the complicated part..." he said almost in a sigh. Sitting in front of my cross legged he smiled reassuringly at me trying to calm me. My eyes kept drifting to his south but I kept trying to focus on anything else. "You need to really think hard about your human form, every little detail just imagine yourself on your knees on the ground and your body will do the rest" he said with a spark of worry running through his lips. Closing my eyes I pictured myself as Jack said, I could feel myself shifting, I fell on my side and kept my eyes glued shut waiting to be human again. It tingled and felt uncomfortable but it doesn't hurt. Not like I thought it would. Opening my eyes I saw Jacks hungry stare fixed on me. Realising how exposed I am I started to move over towards my clothes, but they were just behind him. 'Sit on his lap' suggested the voice in my head. Who the hell is this? My subconscious? 'It's me, your wolf' came a smirk like reply. Great now I am defiantly going crazy!. Snapping me out of my thoughts I felt the electric surge of Jacks touch on my shoulder. He looked concerned but still full of lust, I bet my eyes look the exact same back at him. I couldn't control it any longer. "Bedroom" was all I said before I lost myself to him.

Jacks p.o.v

Laying next to her on top of her bed felt so right. I knew she's awake, but she hasn't said anything, instead she's tracing circles on my chest lost in her own thoughts. This will be the first time she'll remember being with me. The last time her wolf was in control and she doesn't remember a thing. Hopefully now she has willingly changed she won't be blacking out anymore when her wolf does win the fight for dominance. I can't even imagine how difficult this must be fore her. "Jack?" She mumbled sleepily to me, moving her head up to me so she could look at me. "Yes Hayley?" I replied looking into her hazel eyes with slight flakes of red. "When I black out, is that the wolf taking over?" She asked curiously. I nodded in response thinking of how to word it. "There are two forms the wolf can take... the first is the actual wolf form and the second is almost projecting itself through the human eyes and sometimes mouth" I replied hoping she will understand. "So which form do I black out with?" She replied curious, propping herself up with her elbow to lay next to me instead of half on top of me. I guess she really wants to know, heck I would if that was happening to me. "The first time was you in full wolf form and the second was the wolf projecting" I replied casually before adding "when Dominic's eyes changed to black that was his wolf projecting, he did that so he could bring your wolf forward to talk with it". Looking more confused than before she snuggled back up to me resting her head on my chest again. "Dom said we are mates" she mumbled not looking at me. I could feel my heart beat quicken at her saying it. Nodding I tried to be casual. "He also said we don't have to be, I could be his mate" she said shyly. Anger bubbled from the pit of my stomach then, how dare he! How dare he tell her that! What was he hoping for? For her to choose him?! She's mine!. Tightening my grip around her, she growled lowly in warning to me. Oh fuck. Loosing her a tad I growled in annoyance. Things can never be simple can they? "And what do you want?" I asked her, my tone without emotion. She snuggled deeper into my chest muttering "You" before falling asleep. I could only tell by how her breathing deepened and her whole body relaxed. It felt like a great weight had been lifted off of me, she wants me. She actually wants me. It might just be the bond talking as she was touching me but if there is a chance then that all I ask for. She's mine after all.