LUIGI POV:
Hi I'm Luigi, I like Czarina since we were a child.
We were also best buddies and best friends. Since elementary until high school.
Many people were always talking about us, telling that we are going to live together and be like a husband and wife..
I really like that idea because I really like her for so long.
She's so beautiful, respectful, and a happy person.
She's the one that makes my day so complete and exciting..
Her mother and my mother are best friends and because of that I knew her even more, her likes dislikes and others.
Everything changed when her mom died because of cancer. Her mom died when we were 4th year high school.
She cried so hard and told me that "Why should it be mom?!"
That's the first time I saw and heard her cry like that and because of that I want to take care of her.
After her mom got bury, she really changed. I thought that time that she's like that only because the death of her mom is still fresh to her mind so I give her space.
When I give her the space that she needed I still watch her from afar. I always saw her in the park crying and shouting.
Many people are really looking at her. Their eyes are so judgemental. Some are saying that she must be crazy. I just ignore them and just look to her.
Maybe if they know the reason why she's like that maybe they can't say those words.
I visited her at their house. She was the only one in their house because her mom and Cza is only the person living there.
I always checked her if she got home safe..
"I hope you'll be OK soon.. I miss you.." I said those as I walk away to their house..
I go to school early, to prepare on how to make this day great for my best friend..
I can't believe this Cza didn't go to school, my efforts are useless..
I'm a bit disappointed but my care for her is stronger..
After class I go to their house. I ring the door bell for how many times but no one is opening the door..
I become so worried I'm thinking to much. My mind is imagining that something bad happened to Czarina like she cut her pulse, hang herself and much more.. I'm now paranoid.
I was about to climb the wall to get inside when an old woman came to me.
"What are you doing there? Are you looking for the young lady living there?" she said to me. I get near to the old woman.
"Yes, Ma'am did you saw here??" I told her.
"Yes son, I saw her an hour ago. She's with a beautiful woman. The young lady living here is wearing a casual wear and she brought something. I thing its her luggage? Her things? I don't know."
The old woman is so serious remembering what she saw a while ago.. At first I thought the old woman is just telling stories but as her story goes on I knew that she's telling the truth.
"Ma'am do you know who are those people with the young lady?" I ask because I want to get my hopes up..
"I don't know son.. They are not familiar to me but the young lady with that family is wearing the school uniform of Sta. Isabel Academy.." she told me
That's not so far from here.. I hope I can still see my best friend..
"Thanks Ma'am.." I smile to the old woman..
"You're welcome son.." she smiled back and then back to what she is doing.
I looked to the house and said, "I'll found you Cza. And I'll tell you what I really feels for you."
There's a tear drop that fall to my cheek..
I just knew that day that I don't like her any more because I love her..
I Love Her. If I just knew it much earlier, maybe she will never feel so alone. Even as a friend, I left her. I give her space in time that she needed someone to talk to.
Maybe she will not be gone on my side if I told her everything and explain my side.. How stupid can I be..
I really regret this..
"Don't worry Cza, I'll find you and I'll make sure that you will know it by then."
