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The one that I chose is the latter. Not to tell because I don't want to hurt her.
She doesn't do anything bad to me. She just wanted me to feel so good and forget the past.
But now, how can I forget that past if that past came to my present?
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I'm almost there to love Mikee, but seeing Czarina again with that beautiful smile once again my love for her easily came back..
My only problem now is how I'll tell to her that her sister is the Czarina I've been looking for so long.. I hope she won't be sad or be mad at me.
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I'll just forget this moment since it's our monthsary. Mikee and I should be happy and enjoying this moment in the arms of each other.
I think this will be the last time that I will see her (Czarina) because I promise to myself that I have my present and she would be the one that I should ONLY love.
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"Mikee, lets go I have prepared some thing beautiful for you.." I told her happily.
But still the name Czarina is popping to my mind.
I know I've loved her and I know its still has but it will be unfair if I'll continue this feeling. Just relax Luigi everything will be alright. I'm just confuse.. Breath in, breath out Luigi..
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And now we're here in a 5 star hotel. I can see in her reaction that she didn't really expect this much and what I didn't expect from her is that she hug me tightly then kiss me on my cheek..
"I really love it Igi!! I really really love you!!" She said with full of happiness in her face and at the same time she is in the moment to cry but I stop her by cupping her cheeks..
"Miks, I love you too and don't ever doubt that. I know that you'd like it. So please don't cry baby, we should be happy and enjoying this night."
Then the waiter came to my back and reach something to my hand. I immediately put it inside my pocket.
"What's that Igi?" she noticed..
"Nothing baby.. Come on let's eat. All your favourites are going to be served."
She smiled, then I escorted her.
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After some hours, I pulled out something inside my pocket.. Its a necklace I bought in a jewelry shop.
"Happy 10th monthsary Baby.. I Love you forever. I can't promise you that I can't hurt you because I'm so handsome.." she punch me softly on my shoulder and I continued, "And no matter what happened or what ever problem came to our way just stay strong OK? I really love you Miks. You make me believe in love again and thanks with all the things that you ever do to my life.."
"I love you more Igi.. :')" and with that I wear the necklace to her then hug her from behind..
This night is so memorable..
In a minute we decided to go home because its getting late. After some time we reach their house then park in front of their house..
I get out of the car and open the car door for her.
"Thanks Igi. It's a great day. I had so much fun.."
"Me too Miks, now get inside its getting cold."
I press the doorbell.
"Okay good night now baby, see you tomorrow." I kiss her on her cheeks.
"Lui??" Someone said. And I already know who it is. When I look to that person I'm right, it's Czarina..
"You know him Sis?" Mikee interrupted looking so confuse about what is happening.
"Yes," Czarina said straight-forwardly..
"How's that happened?? Why I didn't know? Igi? What's this?" I can't tell what her expression is telling me.
"Sis lets talk that inside its getting cold now. And Lui you can now go I'm going to explain it for her. Take care now.."
"Bye Miks. Lets talk tomorrow. It's still our monthsary and we both don't want it to end bad. OK baby.. I Love You.. " After I said those three words to Mikee I look for the reaction of Cza and for the first time I don't read that expression.
"OK baby. Take Care OK??"
I smile at her and said "I will Baby.."
I get Inside my car and start my engine.
Before I leave I glance to both of them but it rested for a minute to Cza.
Then I go..
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Is she affected on what she saw??
I should not be questioning myself like this but I don't know it's like I still care..
