I graduated in high school and I still couldn't find Czarina..
But on the other hand I met a girl named Mikee. She's the one I've been always asking in Sta. Isabel Academy about Czarina..
"There are lots of girl here named Czarina, even my half sister's name is Czarina." she told me with a beautiful smile.
"Could you help me looked for the Czarina that I'm looking for?" I told her.
"Of course I'll help.. Mikee at your service.." she salutes as she said those words.
As time passes by, I loose my hope in finding Czarina.
It's really hard to find someone who is hiding. But I still believe that He will make a way to see each other in the right time..
Months had passed.. And to tell you, me and Mikee are closed already..
It's not that hard to be closed to Mikee because she's so thoughtful, jolly and beautiful at the same time..
I'm still thinking why this friendship of ours turn to in a relationship, I know that it's really not hard to love her but there is something in me that saying, "Don't love her because she looks like somebody in your past. Love her as what she is and what she has.."
-Arrrrgggghhh!!! >_<
I hope not in that term.. Yes, she looks really like Czarina in different perspective.. But I love her because she's the one that makes me to be happy again. With her, life is so full of hopes and everyday is another day to live..
I know that as time passes by I will learn to love Mikee whole-heartedly..
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A year had passed, I'm a college student already and I'm not thinking of Czarina any more. And I really love Mikee now.. (I think so)
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I'm here at her university. The most sought for and respected art university. Many people like to be part of this school and few of them are rich and known family clan.
Its name is "Sabaria Arts Univerity"
We are also rich but I'm different with them. I don't need to study here just to be popular or anything, because I go to school to have learnings and not popularity.
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So back to my purpose why I'm here. I'm here because it's our monthsary, I'm going to treat her to our restaurant. Everything there are all settled. I give my 100% effort to make this day such wonderful.
I'm now in my car waiting for her to get out of the gate. I already texted her that I'm going to drive her to their house but before that I'm going to surprise her.
"Looks? CHECK. Flowers? CHECK. Chocolates and Teddy Bear? CHECK. Smell? *smell the polo* then *smell the breath* hah-hah. BIG CHECK. Now I'm ready, where can she be by this time.. She should be out by now."
I looked on the gate and saw her there just got out of the university. She's so cute and vulnerable.
I got out of the car and she saw me.. She's on her way to me when someone called for her. Through the voice I can say it's a girl, I can't saw her because Mikee is on the way.
When I peek who is she talking to.. My body suddenly turned to stone and I feel so cold.
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It's Czarina, the girl I loved and I think still love. She becomes more beautiful and happy but still there is something in her eyes that can't be hide from me.
I known her for so long, and I think if there is a change it's not that much..
What more shocked me is what Mikee said.
"See you later, Sis!!" that makes me so nervous..
Is that why I saw her somewhat like Czarina at the first place? I can't believe it. I thought that I am only thinking of Czarina that time.
I don't notice that Mikee kissed me on the cheek.
"Hey Igi.." she said with sparkle in the eye and a wide smile.
"H-hey M-miks" I said and forced a smile. I really can't believe this.
"What happened to you?? Are you OK? You look so pale. Are you sick? Or you saw a ghost because you look like who saw one." She said with worry on the voice but still making the moment so good.
What will I say? Will I told her or Not?
