"Hi Sis, How are you? Its been a while." she smiles at me..
At first I thought that I am only imagining so I rub my eyes twice and blink thrice.. and she didn't go..
I hugged her tightly and cry while doing that. I really miss her so much.
"Hello Sis. I'm fine now since you're here. I miss and love you so much Miks." I said sniffing and continued, "How about you? How can this be happening that I can actually talked to you? Am I already dead?"
"Don't be so stupid Sis, you're not dead.. I just wanted to say sorry to all the things that I have did to you specially those days that I doubted all the things that you do just to have me happiness. Sis, I love you so much even though we are not real sisters and please open your mind and heart.. " After those words the only thing that I can ask to it was
"What do you mean Miks?" then I notice that she is moving far away from me..
"Miks?!.. MIKS!!" I reach my hand for her and I cry so hard..
*POKE* *SHAKE* *SHAKE*
"Cza?! Wake up!!" It came from a familiar voice..
I don't know why I hug him, my body just suddenly move then I wanted someone to hug. I really feel so bad right now.
"Cza, its OK I'm just here for you if you need someone. I can be your pillow just to lessen the hurt.." he said softly with full of concern and sympathy..
When I came to the reality again, I let go to the hug then said "Sorry.. where and why are we here??"
I said to him like nothing had happened..
He just laugh and said "No need to say sorry.. We are now in the clinic because you just suddenly fainted at the rooftop. How do you feel now?? feeling better?" he smile at me weakly..
"Ah OK.. Thanks. I have to go now, it's getting late already.." I hurriedly get out of the clinic. I gather all my things and go but he suddenly reach for my arm..
"Why in so much hurry? It's only 3:30 in the afternoon, and our class is not yet finished. Are you avoiding me? I just wanna be a friend to you."
"Thanks for the offer but I'd rather be alone than be with someone that will only interrupt all the decisions I make in my life." I hold his hand in my arm then release it.
"Why are you so distant? I don't do anything bad to you.. If you are so against having a friend just tell me so that I'm aware.. And I'll know where is my place." I just stare for just seconds then turn my back..
Yes, I really miss having a friend. Someone who can understands you, someone who knows you from inner to outside, and someone who can stand by your side in your brightest and darkest hours.
And yes I need him as my friend but I don't know what is stopping me.
I am near the door when he talked again.
"I'll never give up on you. I know that you are just want to look so strong to others, but to me you can't pretend. Remember I know you.." He smile at me like a dog then he goes out of the clinic before me.
He always says word that stock in my mind and that start bugging me at night. I really hate that guy for giving me a headache..
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The next day is so unpredictable.
I thought that we don't have a class because it's so quiet.. When I walk through the quadrangle I here shouting of my schoolmates.. I take a look because of my curiousness, What is happening?
When I saw what's happening in the quadrangle, I get out of that place so fast. When I am near the exit, there are students who grab both of my arms then carry me back to the quadrangle..
"Hey!! Put me down!! If you don't I'll punch you so hard.." I move so wildly just to get out of that hold but I can't..
Then I just notice that I am in front of all the students, and in front of the this crazy guy..
"This is the person that I am talking about. She doesn't want me to be her friend because of a reason that I don't know. I hope if I ask her know she will allow me.."
He look at me deeply like analysing what I'm thinking..
"What are you doing?! Stop this OK you are just embarrassing yourself and now you even included me to these non-sense.."
"Look guys I'm not still asking her but she rejected me already.." I know that he just acting.. This guy is really annoying..
"Let him talk first.." said by a girl..
"Yeah, give him the chance.." shouted by a boy.
"GIVE HIM A CHANCE! GIVE HIM A CHANCE!" they all shouted..
"OK!!!! Now you!" I pointed at him and continue, "TALK!!"
"Can I be now your friend? I really like you to be my friend.." he said thoughtfully but I said NO.
"But why? Please? I'll stand if you say yes.." He then knelt in front of my and putting his hands together just to get a yes as an answer..
"Say Yes Already!! He's making an effort you know.."
"YEAH she's right" they said to me..
"OK, Yes. Happy now??" He stand and jump because of to much happiness.. Then HUG and KISS me on my cheeks.. in FRONT of the student body..
"WOAH!!!!!! That's the move.." they all cheer..
I don't know but I feel like my cheeks suddenly turning red not only because of what he did but because of the attention that we're getting..
*This will be the Start*
