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April 9th 2017

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERE'S Dad

Here is the excerpt from the blog of my dads last day. " I am walking home from meeting Kim and  Ariel and zo at a juice bar
It's sunny day it's always a sunny day the air has that spring fresh feel, flowers are blooming
I stop to smell the flowers they say it's good to stop and smell the flowers every so often
Stimulates good centres in the brain don't ask me which use your tech if you really want to know
I had a fight with my dad yesterday so I spent most of the time at the juice bar
Gabbing about my dad essentially the fight was about what it always is
With my dad technology he says we should stop using so much tech we should slow down and only access the degree of tech that we can
Accept and still retain control of our personality he says we should establish a clear line beyond Which any more tech will harm our souls development I say tech should have no limit people should have the freedom too choose. My dad response is tech that controls behavior plays upon the persons  impulses addictions and vices. I say some vices are fun video games for example they are fun and can train the brain with faster reflexes etc the worst that can happen is you can loose some sleep. I do realize he has some valid points we should look for personal ways to discussing events with others like my meetup at the juice bar but to limit tech noway hosay.

Almost home some people may find it weird I am in my 20's and still hanging out with my dad daily but since my mom died my dad has been  my crutch even though I have daily battles with him he does love me a lot. It  is what it is complicated just like everything in life.

That is strange my door is open I never leave it open even stranger the alarm is on. Dad dad are you here Holy f**** call ambulance my dad looks dead!!!! offline

So those f*** at the hospital did not help my dad he is dead I am crying uncontrollably
Sam says I am coming, Ariel says I am on my way , Kim says I am not near but listen death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal. Thanks but i can not stop sobbing. The force has closed in on me. I am so disorriented I don't even know where I am. I am sick and dizzy Sam says i am close I do hope so Laura says I am rushing too your coordinates those who love us never leave us there are things death can not touch. Dad I love you offline
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That was a crazy day I still am not sure how he died they say heart attack but there were this tiny little insect bites all over his body I think they had something to do with it and our place was in disarray I think it was murder but I have no proof. He was healthy vibrant and then dead it doesn't make sense nobody dies of heart attacks anymore but I need proof. It's a mystery I will
Solve eventually I am off topic Here is the excerpt from the blog of my dads last day I am walking home from meeting Kim and Ariel and zo at a juice bar
It's sunny day it's always a sunny day the air has spring fresh feel flowers are blooming
I stop to smell the flowers they say it's good to stop and smell the flowers every so often
Stimulates good centres in the brain does ask me which use your tech if you really want to know
I had a fight with my dad yesterday so I spent most of the time juice bar
Gabbing about my dad essentially the fight was about what it always is
With my dad technology he says we should stop and access the degree of tech that we can
Accept and still retain control of our personality he says we should establish a clear line beyond
Which any more tech will harm our souls development I say tech should have no limit people should have the freedom too choose his response is tech that controls behavior plays upon the persons impulses addictions and vices. I say some vices are fun video games for example they are fun and can train the brain with faster reflexes etc the worst that can happen is you can loose some sleep. I do realize he has some valid points we should look for personal ways to discussing events with others like my meetup at the juice bar but to limit tech noway hosay
Almost home some people may find it weird I am in my 20's and still hanging out with my dad daily but since my mom died my dad has been my crutch even though I have daily battles with him he does love me a lot. It is what it is complicated just like everything in life.
That is strange my door is open I never leave it open even stranger the alarm is on. Dad dad are you here Holy f**** call ambulance my dad looks dead!!!! offline
So those f*** at the hospital did not help my dad he is dead I am crying uncontrollably
Sam says I am coming Ariel says I am on my way Kim says I am not near but listen death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal. Thanks but i can not stop sobbing. The force has closed in on me. I am so disorriented I don't even know where I am. I am sick and dizzy Sam says i am close I do hope so Laura says I am rushing too your coordinates those who love us never leave us there are things death can not touch. Dad I love you offline
Blog post excerpt end
That was a crazy day I still am not sure how he died they say heart attack but there were this tiny little insect bites all over his body I think they had something to do with it and our place was in disarray I think it was murder but I have no proof. He was healthy vibrant and then dead it doesn't make sense nobody dies of heart attacks anymore but I need proof. It's a mystery I will
Solve eventually I am off topic again the reason I brought this all up is I am putting together an
Avatar using some special tech that brings together all of the posts that ever mentioned my dad all of the video all of his comments all of his written work essentially everything in tech to do with my dad too create a new version of my dad I will call it idad. I am doing this as I really need his
Advice again I am lost without him When my dad die I feel like instead of going into every fight with backup, you are going into every fight alone.
Tracy says Those who plant with tears will harvest plants of joy. Yes that's what I am doing using my tears for inspiration to create idad I have too say whoever said that loss gets easier with time was a liar. Here's what really happens: The spaces between the times you miss them grow longer. Then, when you do remember to miss them again, it's still with a stabbing pain to the heart. And you have guilt. Guilt because it's been too long since you missed them last.
Laura says I know the ghost of the last argument with your dad still echoes through your mind Yes laura it does I hope this avatar I am creating will help with that. Ariel says the real reason your creating This thing is Darlene. Yes I guess so you guys know me so well I do need help dealing with everything that has been going on. Okay iDad is going live here we go
Hi iDad
Hello precious
iDad Darlene just tried to commit suicide and they reversed Darlene change