THE CLOSURE

CHAPTER 3

“The one who break your heart cant never be the one who fix the heart because when all over the time its only you that cared too much”

After two months  keep herself shutdown in the new city, Suzanne getting better with the new place. Eventhough in the meantime she always trying so hard to forget every pieces of memories that she had with Simon before. She always told herself that she cannot be with someone that used to hurt her feelings that much. She getting the new job, but when she is alone she continue to check up on Simon ‘s social media. Yes, it is. Simon just look in good condition  like he never did anything wrong. He is having fun with his teammates, going to vacation everywhere and others but at the same time Suzanne was trying very hard to mend her broken heart alone.  After that night, the night  where Simon heartlessly giving her the answer that she has been waiting for almost one years after he left her hanging without an answer, Suzanne already knew where  is her place in Simon’s heart. She knows that Simon never be honest about the feeling before. And by that means her thought always right when she do know Simon had a crush on their college and he already feel in love with that girl.
The real truth is hurt anyway because after the confession day, she already find out about Simon status but what make her wait and been holding on this long because she want to hear it herself from Simon and what makes the thing getting worst is Simon continue to lie about everything meanwhile the truth already revealed. After the night, she decided to forget everything, about the feelings, memories and what is related to Simon. She know that it was just too cruel but why she cannot do the same, like what Simon had done to her life and her feeling.

*While waiting for Via return from work to have lunch together, Suzanne just want to scroll the social media, and out sudden Simon’s name appeared to be first  and intentionally she had press on the Simon’s name, she read everything that Simon write on the status, about what his feel and everything. As there were too much to explain about everything, she just asked him why directly because by seeing the status he was hurted enough and Suzanne never want to see someone that she cared enough being sad until she forget what had Simon done to her before. She just a naïve girl ever and that’s why Simon can do that to her because when he thought that Suzanne just one of the naïve girl  that he can play and messed up her feelings. Another asshole there.

Suzanne thought that Simon will never replied her mesaage anymore. She did not put the hope high because she know that everytime only her trying to make some efforts to talk and having a conversation with Simon. In every situation Simon always make her feel so useless and left unwanted. Yeah, what a sad stories? But she never give up as she always want the best for everyone. Since they graduated from the old college, she do expect that she will lose Simon and yes somehow when Simon enter the new college, he did change. He will never be the old Simon anymore. She already loss that old good friend when they have graduated.

*Notification sounds*

“Ugh, when I don’t even have a mood to checkup on my phone there will always be some notificitions, but I think they only just hit me up for their convenient, what a selfish jerky peoples there’'. Suzanne is murmured and suddenly pick the phone up at the living room to check who’s blowing up the notification again.

She was very shocked when Simon name was on the notification. He did replies Suzanne  .She quickly open the messages and read through the messages.

Simon** “Hey Suzanne, yes I was doing exactly just fine here and I will follow your advice okay?”

Suzanne can feel that Simon was happy enough when he said that he was fine at all.