THE CLOSURE

Chapter 8

"Sometimes you gotta do have a firm believe in miracle because the good luck miracle does do exist"

Its been a few month that Suzanne shut herself out of everything. Once she figure it out that Harris finally found someone to replace his ex girlfriend that he hold on too long and never opened his heart to anyone else except to his ex girlfriend, Suzanne finally find herself back to reality. Sometimes it can be a little bit harsh fact about the guy who always said and make a girl believe that they might create a hatred towards other gender because what had happened to them in their previous relationship that create a shit to them. Harris was a good person but maybe his reason was a coincedance too. When before this that he tried so hard to make Suzanne believe that he was in a bad damage or else his heart was wrecked so much that makes him does not even believe anymore in love and ta-da the next next month he is going out with someone! Maybe guy will always be the same kind of guy. The fact that they hide themselves under their mask so well make no one realize that they are the real monster that pretend to please and get what they want and after that they showed the real of themselves. The semester breaks is on the end and she will be finally went back to Atlanta to start a new semester. Now, Suzanne just continue the life as usual, she never talk to Harris again as he seem so busy with his girlfriend and Suzanne is no longer keeping touch and she find no point to always reach for Harris because she does not want any misunderstanding happen with them.

*Two months after new semester*

Suzanne finally meet Regine, her good friend and what is good that they finally in the same class after two semesters in the college. Regine is from the old college before Suzanne moved to Atlanta. She arrived in Atlanta a bit late as she need to manage her transfer to the new college same with Suzanne and now only the time that she managed to do everything.

"Suzanne, how your life so far?. I bet that you are good, right? It was so bored there when you decided to move college but hey wait, I managed to get to into the same college with you again!" said Regine happily.

"It was finally good to be here when I'm with you Regine and we could explore more here uhm I guess so right? " said Suzanne.

They finally meet each other again. Regine knew that it was hard for Suzanne to forget about the past and she recommended her to get know someone that she know. Regine believe atleast this person atleast have the same interest with Suzanne. It not a mistake to get know someone new but it was a mistake if it just for the sake for forgetting someone. Regine has introduced her to Charlie. Charlie is a fine average guy and his is two years older than them. Charlie is also exchange student from France and he will be in their college for a month time period. Suzanne just knew Charlie but she never had a real talk with Charlie in real life even they were in the same class though. Suzanne was so confused whether she have to give this a try or not but she know if she never do it, she will always in that old memories. She knew that she cannot really hang there to long.

Begin to the day where the art and poetry class started, Suzanne is taking the course with Charlie. The course is actually an elective course so Regine was not there as she was not into artsy thingy. They were in the same class again. Today is the day for public listening poetry reading where everyone must read their own writing poetry in the class and must be displayed it first on the art board in the class so that the lecturer and the other classmates could do two process of judging for their marks.

*Between the time for public reading*

Suzanne was going through all the poetry on the board and she come acrossed for Charlie's poetry and what make it look so weird and special is his trademark.

"From the not wothy average guy that does not have anything that someone worth to see"

He is weird and he is normal average kinda guy. He had his own personality. Suzanne decided to leave some notes on his poetry.

"Maybe one day you will find someone worth to you as you're worthy one ;)"

-Suzanne

During the public reading session, it was quite fun. Everyone has their own uniqueness in writing a poetry and what is most unexpected thing, Charlie has asked at the end of the his reading who is Suzanne that actually left a note at his poetry. They started to get know each other in the class but it was just remained there. They had really enjoyed their conversation at the beginning but after a few week it become fade. A month passed, Suzanne find that Charlie found a girl. She saw it when Charlie had posted it on his social media. Afterall, they only had their conversation in the social media only and eventually after the public poetry reading, it was actually Charlie last day on that college because he will returning back to his old college in France. It was one-sided term afterall. Sometimes her instinct really do give her earlier sign that she should not get know someone that she was not sure enough about. She believe but sometimes that she must overcomes her fear to getting know someone new in her life, to give herself a chance to begin everything again. To start a new life again after going through a heartbreak again and over again.

Fortunately that she will never meet Charlie anymore and she decided to unfollow him on his social media so that they will not know about each other anymore. Sometimes it was hard to believe but this time kind of make Suzanne think of something brand new about her. She was like that "Good-Luck Suzzane" where when she get attached for someone new, and after it does not figure out succesfully, the person will always find a new girl or maybe they already had one. No one will ever know about that huh?. She never know and she does not want to know afterall. After that moment Suzanne had to tell Regine that she does not want to get know someone anymore maybe. Afterall, her perception about Charlie is wrong and Charlie just good at hiding his trueself behind his appearance and acting. That just because he is art student! Oppss. Miracle had shown Suzanne the truth about Charlie before she deeply getting know him better and miracle also led him to a girl and that was good then because afterall Charlie been longing for someone, right?

Because of that, you just gotta believe in goodluck miracle and anything could be happen without we know. About Charlie, it just a part of lesson for Suzanne that innocent person could also be mean in their life sometimes. Suzanne never blame Regine though because she know that Regine want the best for her and Regine thought that Charlie could be different and not that mean. What is mean about him should just kept and remain as the secret. You might come across Charlie at the road or at the college, just believe that he just not anyone in his life, he is Mr.Nobody to notice except among his good friend. Just a lonely guy and he also never sure what is love looks like, ugh maybe.

12:43pm. 6th January of 2018, at somewhere around writing about ya

"To Charlie, thankyou for once appear because you had taught me something in life and because of that Im writing the story that I thought never could be finished once I have started them, but I was wrong afterall because you are now become a part of it and again thankyou you could just save the poetry that I write though, it was a poetry about a fine average or heartbroken lonely guy afterall"

"*smirk face*