THE CLOSURE

CHAPTER 1

Is there a hope for a new life when there is only bad memories haunted you?

*sunrise and birds chirping*

“What a good day to begin with,hm.. but it always never be good like when I can see his face every morning I woke up though”, said Suzanne in heavy breath.

She realize that love isn’t about possession. And after eight years she decided to walk away.She doesn’t think that she deserve better like how some of her good friends said so but what she has been through make her realize that he doesn’t even give a damn about what had happened though. What is the point of deserve better when better is only him. Yeah, she knows that she is crazy when she said like that. Sonetimes her best friend, Via wonder it is she stupid enough when she cant get over that asshole guy.

Suzanne go to the kitchen and make some breakfast for her and Via before Via is going for her work. She thought that she really need to thanks Via because provide her a shelter in this new town whom she had nobody live here. After the worst nightmare she has been through for a past few months, she decided to move to another town. She thinks they wouldn’t never meet anymore. Now, Atlanta is her new life. New view and she thought this is a new start for everything.

“ I should be happy because I will never met him anymore. He never know that I left though, right?, said Suzanne in her heart”. She was in her own thought when she don’t realize Via is looking towards her.

*At the living room*
Via is looking Suzanne making the breakfast. She knows it hard to let someone go when that someone is your first love. She afraid that Suzanne might change her mind and going back to find Simon. Yes, Simon is his name, that jerk guy whose dumped Suzanne before. But it is more to he left her hanging without an answer. Via thought Suzanne choice is right. Maybe it was her mistake too when she had told Suzannne that she should confess to Simon about her feeling towards him. Via felt so guilty so she want to help Suzanne to get over him.
She never thought Suzanne actually just falling in love for real with Simon. Via is always right when she think that Simon wasn’t a good choice for Suzanne. If it just for fun, it might be the good one. But if it was for real life partner, she better choose anyone else except Simon. Simon is a playboy in their college once upon a time ago but what make her really think that Suzanne is mostly didn’t decide well when Suzanne always said everything had happened is not Simon’s fault somehow. It merely about the thing called as fate. Fate that let the thing happen. And they couldn’t be together as they weren’t meant to be. It just that. But did Suzanne really know when she said like that, she only let the memories haunted her through her life even she has decided to have a new life without Simon.
Suzanne never give herself a chance like what Simon did to himself. But in Simon matters he was a selfish guy. He rather lose someone than lose him a goodself. What a typical guy it is?.

Will Suzanne find herself a good closure after 9 years waiting for someone that eventually doesn’t even trying to give herself a chance?