THE CLOSURE

Chapter 4

"We used to run back to someone that break our heart but how can we listed out the one who break our heart always run back to us after they break us?"

After the day they started to have a conversation again and yes everything start to begin again. Suzanne has sent to Simon a long messages about heartbroken and she hope the least it will help him to get over everything. She did the right thing by sending it through email because she know that she must cut every ties that related to him and the truth is Suzanne now only had Simon's email and his instagram but not his number anymore because she did deleted that after they had a big fight that night. From Simon's conversation she knew that his is the one who cannot get over himself over one girl. She can feel how hurts it is unrequited love be but not in Simon condition. The truth always reveal either it come too fast or late and by the day Simon told her about Kate she know that for all this time being Simon was lying to her and he must forgot that Suzanne was waiting for his answer for almost one year. Everything just left hanging while he was having fun with his friends and feeling so good about his new love life.

Suzanne was wondering too much about what had happen till she didn't realize her roommate, Anlene enter the room ( Anlene, yes you can pronounce her name like the popular milk you ever drink, Anlene. I bet your uncle or your grandma must be choose this typical drink to avoid their osteophorosis kinda of disease but somehow you are correct because Anlene is kind of that type, even she was really busybody but yes Suzanne cant denied that sometimes she somehow is supportive people, Her words sometime help to heal you. Yes, I know you think this is a joke but merely it is not funny ). 

She is looking directly to Suzanne's expression. Her face suddenly change and she saw the tears coming down. She doesn't want to ask about it. Suzanne found out that Anlene was in the room so she wipe her tears as fast as she can. She smile gracefully and asking Anlene.

"Hey Anlene! Thought that you have classes till 5pm, im about to call you asking if you wanna have dinner tonight, uhm together?", Suzanne asked hesitatedly because she doesn't want Anlene find out about what had happen just now. Ah, again she good in hiding her feelings from everyone.

" Ouh, merely I got Physic lab with Dr.Jacob until 6pm actually but we are completely agreed that we just gonna do the lab test tomorrow so I get my escapism from his class as everybody were agreed to his suggestion, Physic is so boring Suzanne!" Anlene chuckled and continue to laugh. Anlene is weird creature sometimes.

"Did something bring up Suzanne?, like something to be or something? And yeah dinner at 7 okay? Your favourite cafeteria wiith others", said Anlene with her hands up and down while she trying communicate her expression to ask is that everything okay because she just saw that Suzanne was crying when she entered their room just now.

Suzanne smiled and breathe heavily. She just turn her face to her computer and continue to do what is being postponed before. She eventually doesn't ready yet to tell Anlene about that because she don't even sure whether she could accept her thingy problem about love. Anlene isn't those typical girl who involved herself into love. Maybe she had a crush on someone on their college but she just kept it to herself and her good friends only. She don't tell Suzanne about her crush at all. Basically when they both were in their room, they just decided to do their own things. Without bothering each other problems but somehow Suzanne is trying really hard to get know Anlene and for her being a roommate just not enough. Everyday she will obviously tried to have a conversation with her eventhough they only talk about lunch, dinner and sometimes about Anlene favourite's movies.