THE CLOSURE

Chapter 5

"It is true that love is equal to a person so it is replaceable by someone new? Is that love when that someone able to make you laugh during your sadness and you feel warmth and ease when you are with them?"

It's been awhile since Suzanne talked with Simon. She doing it well when she doesn't always put him as her attachment and what she hope the most Simon gonna do well with his life because from his social media, he merely fine and just fine eventhough there were few times he will updating some hurtful and broken things like when someone that breaking up with their love. Yes, definitely Suzanne only gonna give him some of advice when he doing that but from anything else they doesn't contact each other. Simon must be strong enough to dwell with his past once again. That's what Suzanne thought. She doesn't see Simon in those happy, cheerful and annoying Simon. The only thing that she see in him is that sadful love that he been receiving from the person he want the most. Like Suzanne. Honestly, Suzanne was adapting herself so well because she know that thing gonna remain unchanged. She obviously can't force a feeling. She can't force someone else to love her as she love that person. Nothing will be good after that if she insisted to force Simon. The thing now is she will help Simon to get through this sadful love, she would not giving or receiving anymore. She already decide that she will makesure eventhough they couldn't get the love they want they will surviving through it.

**Notification's sound

Nadine** Hey babe! Ssup? How are you doing. Its been a long time I didn't hear from you. I hope that you just doing fine there J

It was Nadine afterall. Suzanne's old good friend during her second college entrance and not to forget Dyan. Dyan is actually her old good friend during the second entrance at the college too. Dyan is a bestfriend to Nadine. Both of them could be categorized as a sugar cupcake. To make it easiest they were always trying to make Suzanne happy. No matter where they are and what time could it be. Suzanne always find that she could forget her problem whenever she was with them. There was nothing much but the least could describe them, they were Suzanne's sweetheart afterall.

Suzanne** Hey babe J J J It just fine here, Hby? Im just about to hit you up bcus I am missing you so much. I wish that you was here. L

Nadine** Ugh, I wish too but it way too far from my place. Ofcourse im doing fine when I heard my loved there was doing fine too.

**Uhm babe is everything going smoothly too?

Suzanne** Yes haha, I think im just adapting to the new condition. Ive been good with this and I never felt like this before seriously. Is true enough that once you let go someone you want the most you can finally find your happiness. Hahaha

Nadine** Woah! It's good to hear it. I will always pray for your happiness. The good things always come late, remember that?

Suzanne** I hold on that, okay? ;) Nadine what do you think about virtual love. Is that possible we can fall in love with someone that you barely meet them? Uhm what do you think?

Nadine** Yes, sometimes it could be happen. But that was really take miracle to happen because it was hard isn't? To love someone unless you once used to see them in a person. Hahaha!! Gotcha!! Do you find someone else attractive again? It wasn't a mistake at all. HMU again, okay? Gtg ;P

Suzanne** Haha no, okay I will sure will do! :)

Suzanne is good at hiding her feelings afterall. But she is afraid that this time things going to be wrong again hence so she want to makesure it wasn't a thing that make her fooled twice anymore and what is the most important she doesn't want to hurt anyone feeling anymore. But, wait since when the things start? It was since their college time. Second entrance college exactly. And who is that person? He was someone. Someone that quite amused everyone. He kept his own personality as himself because he doesn't need to copy someone else personality to makesure everyone recognize him. He just make it with his own and true identity. He was in third grade during Suzanne entered the college somehow. Suzanne barely known him but they know each other on social media to be sure and just for few times Suzanne see him at the college.

They started to talk again this year and Suzanne find out that whenever they were having conversations, she must be feel at ease. The problems, the sadness will swept off once they start to talk. It kinda of weird but that stranger able to make her laugh during her sadness and she feel warmth and ease when she was with the stranger. The thing happen to be the same when she is sharing the problem with some of her good friends and Simon somehow. She just not sure with the feelings yet. She don't wanna rush in. She just need to makesure it was true. Is that true her heart is now belong to someone else instead of her old love, Simon. And how could it be? Because the stranger happens to be and make it less hurt there! In her heart.

Suzanne really need to know the truth that firstly he wasn't a complete stranger to her. Second they used to have a conversation even it was only in social media. Third, Regine was right somehow. We just busy to chase something that wasn't for us but we forget to look around us. We are busy to keep what is almost disappear from our life without we realized somehow we also push away someone new. We are sometimes acted so selfish just for the sake of ourself!