"Sometimes sorry fix anything, it either make it less hurt or more worst but when the sorry lead you the new chapter, it is acceptable? Only the real sorry make you feel better"
Suzannecant find the truth because what Simon done totally made everything seem soconfusing. It was a relief if she can hear Simon apologize to her but that willbe not happen anymore. Somehow, sometimes Suzanne find that there was a knotthat cant never be untie between both of them. She find herself so hard and itwasn't a surprise when everyday she cried herself to sleep thinking how can shecut all the ties between them. Honestly, Suzanne didn't want to be relatedanymore with Simon but the things aboutmemories and themselves keep comingback. She knows even if she still keep in touch with Simon, it just in the termto make and create a distance between them. She knows that she doesn't deserveto hurt him the way he hurted himself and everyone surround him. EverytimeSuzanne reach on Simon, there will be a sorry word will be utter eventhoughSuzanne knew that Simon didn't really like and having a good feeling about thewords. He once asked her to never utter the words again because he doesn't wantSuzanne to look easy on everyone else. At the same time, now Suzanne hadrealized Simon does not want her to look easy on someone else but only him. Hebeen manipulating her enough. But that was past because now the thing become sodifferent. She can feel that Simon be a little less caring day by day. Theircondition was so complicated, it couldn't be define by everyone if they neverbe on Suzanne condition. Why does before this Simon being so caring, utter theloving words to her and yes it was weird at all. Did he confuse between hislove life and Suzanne, the good old friend who seem to attach a feeling forhim. Simon should realize that he never got that any acquaintance feelings for Suzanne he should not supoosed to act likegiving hope to somebody else. But in Suzanne part, maybe she find it was hardto accept it at first. Its been almost eight years she is waiting for that onemagical word. She bet everything could be ended well if Simon do really utterthat one word but she really confuse and everything seem to be confused to herwhen Simon rather to hold his selfpride and ego high. She is afraid that Simonmight be end up in his own disaster. He create his own love story that end uphurting himself. Suzanne still remember the night where she got that gut to askfor the truth again. For the first time she heard that word. For the first timeshe cried because how easy and how hard for Simon to say just that one word.She still remember the night where Simon said that "Im sorry, im afraid that I might give someone else hope". Maybe sorry would fix anything if it was saidby him from the beginning but it just too late for Suzanne when she heard sorryfrom him. ect�4�;��(
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סיפור קצרThis story is about us. About someone who feel that unrequited love sometimes lead us to someone new. Unrequited love that break the heart but let it to bleed out of the story until it decide that love wasn't a best choice anymore. Until it decide t...