Collection of the dark days

To my future self

Hello,
things must be different now hu?
Our routine will have changed
Yet also stayed the same
Do you know how to feel?
Do you smile because you want to now?
If not, I'm sorry
That darkness will disappear one day
Or has it already gone?

You can't be bothered anymore
Life just seems so mundane
You're just rolling on this wave of existence
Going nowhere & everywhere
All at once
It doesn't feel like that darkness will ever go
You keep telling yourself that
One day it will leave
But it hasn't yet
It will
It has to

From Me