Collection of the dark days

Invisible

When I'm sad I jam my knees up
I try to make myself as small as possible 
So then people won't notice 
The frown that imprints itself on my face 
I can't help that I'm sad 
When I'm alone I curl up
I pretend I'm invisible 
Or the only one left 

When the blood drips down my fingertips 
When I look in the mirror and grin 
As my reflection grimaces 
I pretend I'm invisible 
I think being invisible is fun 
My reflection always grimaces these days 
She used to smile so brightly 
Now her eyes are half sunken 
With bags under them 
I don't think she likes being invisible