Collection of the dark days

Anonymity

I never knew
How much I loved this
The anonymous nature of it
When no one knew it was me
I was just shouting
Into the void
Just shouting
It didn't matter
If I mentioned names
I was just shouting
I can't talk about so much
Drifting, dancing, laughter
Shouting, screaming, destruction
In people knowing
I lose being anonymous
I can't admit to so much
Bad things I've done
Good things that have happened
To me
I can't talk about
What I actually think
About people
About the future
About little stories I create
About my 3 am thoughts
I can never be truly honest
Not even to you
I've given different people
Little pieces of myself
To look after
That kept me a little more anonymous
People not knowing
Kept me a lot more honest
All of that
Being anonymous
Shouting into the void feels so good
But this is nice too
Letting people know what
I'm really like