This chapter is for you hawieb1004 thank you💕💕
Recap:
"I know right. So see you some other time Hauwa Ahmed aka the countdown mistress" with that said... She disappears into the thin air. She has to be a witch or something. And this girl is really crazy. Remember when I said Meena is really really really really really really crazy?? Cancel that because this girl is more than crazy. And it just clicked! 7 days to my birthday and I haven't done anything at all. No cake no venue no menu. Nothing nothing. Hauwa Maijidda Muhammed Ahmed.. You are in trouble!
21st August 2016
So I woke up today with a new day's resolution today- I won't do anything unless it is related to my 18th birthday. So I'm channeling my inner birthday planner or we can say 'events'. But before that, I have some Aminu Rabiu related business to finish (you know that kinda thing..... Like texting him and saying I'm sorry and I forgive him and all that blah blah because the is not on my side and don't have 15k to give my three nonsense friends (don't snitch on my ass like crazy ohh) ) because I am a BROKE ASS B.! (Yeah. B for BABY)
Okay I talk too much I know but I just can't help it. And it's time to man up (I'm actually a she) and message my Aminu (oh yes he's back to being my Aminu. My sense has finally arrived)
Me: .
Still me: Aminu......
Me again: Aminu..... I have something to tell you and it's really important
Five minutes later
Oh thank God! He has finally replied
Aminu❣: Hauwa!!
Aminu❣: you're finally talking to me
Aminu❣: Alhamdulillah
Aminu❣: I know what you want to say Hauwa
Aminu❣: you want to officially end our relationship but I won't let you. No
Aminu❣: I know you need time so take all the time you want to think then we'll sort things out but we're not breaking up. No way!
O-Kay.... So for the first time I mean for the very first time in my life I am SPEECHLESS. I really don't know what to say. And what should I call this? A disappointment. Like seriously?! Is he for real?! He doesn't want a breakup?!?! I'm furious right now. Arghhh!
'Keep fooling yourself. You know you don't want that breakup too😒'
First.. Am I going crazy or are there emojis inside my head? Then... Is that true? Could be.... 😱 I'm locked in love!? This Aminu boy has emotionally destroyed me
I here the rain drops
Fall on my rag top
And come down the windshield of my car
Parked on the same lane
We came a get away
And trade our kisses after dark
You were everything I want bad
Everything I'm gonna need bad
When you said that you were leaving
You got my heart in a vault
You were the only one with a key
And I could'nt get free
Still locked in love
So locked in love
And I'm alone my baby's gone
I'm locked in love
So locked in love
And I gotta get free
I feel the clouds start to form
In my mind but
Rain starts to pure then lust my eyes
'You sound like the most depressed ex ever'
Yeah I guess your right
'Of course I'm right. I am YOUR conscience '
I'm gonna take that as a compliment
'Whatever makes you happy '
What do I do now?
'Let's take a walk'
Ok. I think now I know why people call me crazy. Talking to my own self. Like for real?
YOU ARE READING
Countdown to my 18th birthday
ChickLitDear (diary)....... Today is August 1 2016. Does that ring a bell? I just hope it does because if it doesn't ring a bell to your ears you're dead. Like really dead⚰ I'm going to tear you off and after that I'll burn you and dispose your ashes. So...
