i've been lying | phan

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i haven't done a spelling check yet😇

also quick mention of blood again xo

phils pov;

After about two days (im too lazy to math xo) of me sitting in self pity and crying my eyes out, I decide that it's been enough. If I don't hear anything from Dan tomorrow, I'm looking for him.

I don't want to contact him myself first because that would make me look too dedicated and like a massive try hard.

I lay down in my bed again and fall asleep.

~le teeny weeny tiny whiny time skip~

I wake up to the sound of my phone ringing.

Dan.

That's the first person my mind goes to. But why him? He wouldn't call me; he hates me.

As soon as I look at the screen of my phone I see that it is actually Dan.
I pinch my arm to make sure that I'm not in some sort of twisted dream.

I'm actually awake.

I press 'accept call' and immediately I start apologizing.
Dan can probably hear that I've been crying but I honestly don't care at this point.

Halfway through my apology Dan cuts me off; 'Phil. I love you. Help me.' he says.
He sounds weak and just.. bad. There's no other word for it, just bad. I can tell that he feels horrible right now.
'Now.' he adds.

My heart drops in my chest; something is seriously wrong.

'Dan! Are you okay? Where are you?!' I shout, 'Tell me where you are and I'll be there!'

He tells me the name of his hotel and the number of his hotel room.
I jump up from my bed and pull some shoes from underneath my bed.
I don't even bother putting on a clean t shirt or jeans, I just grab my Jake hoodie out of my closet and pull it over my head and I walk out of our apartment.

I stop a taxi and give him the address, while I'm sat in the back I try to keep Dan talking to me.

'Dan? Dan, I need you to stay with me.' I say, panicking, 'Tell me a story Dan.'

It stays quiet.

'Dan, tell me; what is your favourite video game? Or tell me the story of that time we were in Japan and you had to get moist for me. Remember that?' I ask him.

(im so sorry for using the m word, i hate it)

The taxi driver looks at me, worried.
'Sir, is everything okay?' he asks me.
'I'm just worried about my friend, that's all.' I reply in the most friendly way possible.

Despite all the stress I still feel like I should stay friendly, this man hasn't done anything wrong.

~le time skip to when phil arrives at le hotel~
(my time skips are so annoying sorry friends)

As soon as I've paid my driver and I hop out of the car, I sprint into the hotel.

I don't even stop to look around and appreciate the interior, I sprint towards the massive stairs in the middle of the lobby.

Normally I like to take in the interior and all its details but not today. (heard you say, 'not today'. i'll leave |-/)

I run up the stairs, taking two steps a time and focus on the room number that Dan gave me.

As soon as I reach his room, I stop.
I take a deep breath.
What if he faked it?
What if it's all fake?
What if it's a trap and he's going to beat me up again?

No.

This is Dan.

I care about him.

I love him.

a/n this chapter is shit

I open the door and I'm (shoOK) in shock of the sight I receive.

Dan is laying on the hotel bed, blood all around him and his eyes rolled back.

lol brb gonna read elma's new chapter and have dinner rt ur goals

hey im back bitches

wow that kinda ruined the mood also i just read this back and yikes im so sorry

I run towards the bed in the middle of the room and fall down next to Dan.

'Dan!' I yell, 'Dan! Can you hear me?
Answer me. Dan!' I panic.

No response.

I feel his left wrist to find a pulse, I can't possibly feel try his right wrist because that is one of the main sources where the blood is coming from.

He's still alive.

I kneel down to his ear.
'Dan. I know you can hear me. I know you can. I want you to open your eyes, can you do that for me? Please?' I ask.

I take one of his hands into mine and hold it tight, rubbing circles on the back of it with my thumb. While doing that, I take out my phone and call an ambulance.

After a while, Dan opens his eyes and looks at me; pools of deep, chocolatey, amber; dull and blunt.

and then dan died lol no jk ur welcome frelma

'Dan. Dan! Are you okay?!' I ask.

Dan looks around, until he sees me. His hand holds on to mine even tighter and his eyes look desperate.

'Phil..' he whispers.

'Dan, I'm here' I tell him and take him into my arms.

yall honestly im really tired and i feel shit im gonna continue this chapter tomorrow buT im publishing it right now because a surprising amount of people have been asking me for an update (thanks?)
also thanks for 100+ reads, i know that its not a lot to many of you but im v happy with it:)
bye my flower pots, updating this tomorrow; chapter isn't finished yet so no quote/poem right now
(ps i havent even done a spelling check okay bye im gonna publish this now and then take a shower)