i've been lying | phan

s e v e n | p t | t w o

hi im back
wow amazing
i know right
jk no one wants me here

'why didnt u call this chapter eight merlin?'
i dont know stop bothering me

here u go have a shit chapter sisters

(i just read this back and it's so shit i want death)

dans pov;

I slowly open my eyes and I see the most beautiful thing; two big, blue eyes.

They have the colour of a deep ocean, mixed with warm summer days, sunflowers, warmth and.. home.

There is just one thing about it that isn't absolutely breathtaking; these beautiful pools of home are flooded with tears.

These tears are dripping out of the sources of my happiness and onto the beautiful skin, pale as an old, pink tutu (if anyone makes an undertale reference i stg), and as white as snow on Christmas Day.

'Dan, I'm here.' I hear, and I feel two strong arms being put behind my back, grabbing me and holding me tight.

Phil lifts me up to his chest, 'Phil.' I manage to say.

'Shh Dan, it's going to be okay.' Phil says, 'It's all going to be okay, stay strong.'

'Phil, why are you crying?' I ask, confused.

I punched him so hard, so many times, I could've broken one of his bones and I didn't even check on him.
I just walked out of the door, I didn't think twice.
I left him.
Who knows what he could've done?

He must hate me.
Why is he crying then?

Phil keeps sobbing quietly.

'Phil?'

'I'm crying because I love you Dan. I don't want this to happen. I want you to be okay.' he starts crying even harder.

And though I'm weak, and beaten down, I slip away into the sound of Phil crying.

I slip out of his arms and try to sit up, but I fail and fall back down onto the bed.

Just before my back hits the mattress and my head lands on my pillow, Phil shoots his hands under me to catch me.

He helps me sit up and support me.
I bring my left hand up to his face and cup his cheek.

'Phil, why don't you hate me?'

'Because I love you. I can't love you and hate you at the same time, can I?'

'I don't know what to say.'

'It's okay, don't worry.' Phil smiles.

He leans towards me and slowly presses his lips to my cheek.

A wave of calm comes over me and I feel weak.
I collapse into Phil's chest, but this time I don't mind.
This time I'm with Phil.
This time I'm home.

ending of the chapter
normally this would be a really short chapter but please keep in mind that this is part two to chapter seven, it's quite a long chapter if u combine it.
i'll try to update more often, lol sorry.
also omg a phan kiss this chapter?!?1!?2!?!2😩
anyway, ya girl is off
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bye my little mint chocolate chip ice creams

'i find it kind of funny,
i find it kind of sad,
the dreams in which i'm dying,
are the best i ever had'

stay alive