i've been lying | phan

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hi im feeling really anxious so i decided to start writing a chapter, sorry if it's shit and short i tried please don't hate me

dans pov;

we walked hand in hand
into a field
it was a pretty field
the grass was fresh and tall and bright
the flowers looked happy
the tiny animals seemed peaceful
the trees appeared nice
the sky was bright and blue
and the sun was shining bright
he guarded me down onto the soft ground
'sit down my love'
i sat down
he sat down too
we laid our backs down on the inviting grass
and we listened to the sound of the wind, animals and distant cars
we were laying there for what seemed like hours
and even though he was looking up at the sun
i was looking at the sun too
i was looking at him
he turned his head
'why aren't you looking at the sun? it looks beautiful'
'i'm looking right at it'
he smiled and took me into his arms
the clouds slowly turned into dust and the bright blue sky turned into a deep, beautiful, royal blue
the colour of his eyes
but less pretty
because nothing can beat that feeling of home
and as i was looking up at the silver moon,
the sounds of speeding cars leaves us,
all animals fall asleep,
the world is on its way to slowtown
i turn my head to the left and look at his arm
the bright sliver light illuminates his pale, white skin
my eyes followed his arm until they met his eyes
'why aren't you looking at the moon? look at the light, look at the beauty'
'i'm looking right at it'
he smiled
and slowly
we fell asleep

soft flowers
lined the meadow
where they
lay in peace
until the sun rose
and the day started
yet again

we woke up in eachothers arms
and smiled

i was happy

i was home

i was with him

I become aware of my surroundings; the feeling of rough, stiff sheets, the smell of cleanliness, the steady beeping of a monitor and the sound of soft sobs coming from my right hand side.

I open my eyes and see a beautiful angel sitting on a white, plastic chair; head in his hands, elbows on his knees.
He is crying.

It's Phil.

I place a hand on the knee of the angel.

He looks up, straight into my eyes.

I try to smile at the angel.

He smiles back at me and everything in the world is right again.

well that was shit
idk why i changed time perspectives lol sorry
also in case you hadnt noticed; that was supposed to be a dream
please vote if u somehow enjoyed

bye sisters

'you were like
the ocean
beautiful
tempting
and dangerous'

stay alive