i've been lying | phan

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hello hello i havent done a spelling check yet but lets be honest when do i do a spelling check xoxoxo

the next days, weeks, months were filled with stolen kisses, long nights spent in a dimly lit room, staring at the tv and sharing soft cuddles, long, meaningful hugs given to each other and passionate kisses before the other one left home to go get some coffee or a quick lunch.

the two boys were in complete bliss.

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dan's pov;

'Dan?'

I looked up from the sofa I was sat on.

'Baby boy?'

I turned around, 'Yeah?'.

Phil walked over to the lounge, 'We need to talk.'

My heart dropped in my chest as the black haired boy sat down next to me and grabbed my hand.

'Don't be scared Dan.'

'Phil..'

'Yes angel?'

'Do you.. - Do you want to break up or something?' I couldn't help but think that, it was the worst case scenario.

Phil laughed, 'No baby, of course not.'
He empowered his words by leaning forward and planting a soft but long kiss on my lips.

'There, do you still think I want to split up?'

'Not-not really.' I stuttered, kind of startled by his kiss.

'Good.' he smiled. Then he continued, 'So. We've been together for a while and I genuinely couldn't be happier. You've made me feel so many wonderful emotions Dan, thank you. I love you more than anything else in the world.'

He paused and looked up at me.

'I love you too Phil. Loads.' I said, in an attempt to break the short silence.

Phil smiled.

'The thing I wanted to talk about though, involves the internet.'

Slowly but surely, my mind figured out what this was about.

'They don't know Dan. They don't know about us. And on the one hand I'm completely fine with that but on the other hand..'

His eyes trailed off to the side of the room, where the fireplace was giving the lounge a warm and welcoming glow.

'What is it baby?' I asked, worried.

'I just.. I am so proud. I am so proud to have you and to be able to call you mine. I just want the whole world to know that you are mine.' he said, emphasizing the last word.

I could feel my cheeks heating up, inside my head I was blaming it on the crackling fire in the corner.

'I am glad they don't know about us because Lord knows what would happen if they did find out. They would go insane. But I also kind of really want to tell everyone, I want them to know that you are mine and I am yours.
And.. and I just don't know what to do. Our families don't even know yet.'

I lifted my hand up to stroke his cheek.

'I agree. I am so unbelievably happy that I can call you mine. When you asked me, my heart did that flippy-over thing, and, it'd never done that before, so... that was nice.
(i aM SO SORRY THE OPPORTUNITY WAS THERE I HAD TO TAKE IT. if you don't know what i'm talking about, don't worry about it xoxoxo)
Anyway, I think we should at least tell our families first. And then we can see what the hell we're supposed to do.'

Phil nodded.

'Does that sound okay baby?'

The raven haired boy looked up, straightened his back (just so it was more straight than me i mean what hello bye) and smiled.

'That sounds perfect.'

He scooted over and took me into his arms, 'We'll give them a call tonight, yeah?'

'Sure.' I hesitated, 'Can we please call your family first though? I'm kind of nervous.'

'If that makes you feel better angel, that's what we'll do. And don't forget, I'll be there the entire time okay? I can even say it if you want me to?' he offered while slowly rubbing circles on my upper back.

'Thank you.' I said while yawning.

'Is Danny boy tired?' Phil snickered

'Just slightly. But it's 3 (9) in the afternoon, how is that even possible?'

'Doesn't matter' Phil murmured, 'just go to sleep love.'

I did as I was told and slowly felt myself slip into unconsciousness, in the warmest, softest and loveliest arms that held me best.

'Sweet dreams angel.' I heard as I felt soft kisses on my hair, forehead, cheeks, nose and eventually lips.
Almost like soft dew on tall pieces of grass on a warm summer's morning in the best year of someone's life.

okay
well
im not dead
yet
okay so i watched 13rw and i didnt skip the bath scene in ep 13 and i havent been okay since.
ive also just been struggling in general so thats why i didn't update.
i hope you enjoyed this nevertheless, please vote if you did as it helps me out a lot.
i'll try to update umi asap but im not making any promises

how are yall?

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we'll be on fire
singing songs that nobody wrote'

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