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by xxrosexgoldxx

Mackenzie's POV

Of course i'm not talking. I didn't want to hurt Mark's feelings, but i don't like him in that way. I don't want to tell anyone what happened because they will just try to comfort me. I don't want to talk to anyone because i'll say something. I had no idea that Mark liked me and now i know. I never wanted any of this to happen.

I went to dance and didn't talk. I only danced. If i started talking I would keep talking and that would be bad.

Now i'm laying on my bed, staring up at the ceiling. I don't want to do anything. I'm just thinking, thinking about everything. I'm thinking about life. How could it take me there, i don't know. WHen you sit in silence, your mine drifts and that is exactly what i did. I kept thinking and then my phone went off and my ringer was on full volume. I jump at the sound because it scared me. I grab my phone and check who's calling me, Johnny. I decline the call. I can't talk to anyone. Not right now, at least. I go back to staring at the ceiling.

Maddie's POV

I'm usually not concerned with Mackenzie, but she hasn't talked in a while and i don't know what's up. She just sat there in dance and didn't talk with anyone. The only thing she said was that she ruined her friendship with Mark. I don't know what happened between them, but he has been a family friend for like 10 years. Our parents are friends with each other, so that's how we had to be friends with him.

I decide to check on Mackenzie. I usually never do this. She only stops talking when she is super upset so that's the only time i talk to her. I walk over to her room and try to open the door, locked.

"Mackenzie, open the door." She stays silent and I don't hear her move over. "Mackenzie Francis, open this door right now." I hear her slowly get up and walk over. She unlocks the door and goes to lay back on her bed. I open the door. "What's up?"

"Shouldn't you be hanging out with your douche of a boyfriend."

"He didn't come today. You're upset i can tell."

"Oh really Maddie, you can see it. Well you're right, i am upset. I've been upset ever since Mom and Greg don't come home anymore. I've been upset since you started dating Jacob. I've been upset since you changed and stopped talking to me nicely. I've been upset and you don't see it. You never see it! And worst of all, i'm upset because one of my best friends asked me out and i said no so that ruined our friendship. You never come to talk to me anymore. You never ask me if i'm okay. You don't do anything for me. Your always a fucking bitch to me and i don't want it anymore. I don't want to feel sad everyday anymore. I don't want to be ashamed because i'm your little sister. I don't want to wake up every morning and hate myself because for some reason, the girl i use to look up to, is the girl that i fucking hate now."

I start to tear up. She's right. I've changed. I'm not the same girl i was a few years ago. I've been a bitch and i neglected my little sister. I can't help but cry.

"Mackenzie, i'm sorry. I know i've changed and I hate it to. I just wanted to be popular. I didn't want any of this. Jacob changed me, he really did. I'm sorry i never asked you anything and i'm sorry i was never there for you. I don't know how to get out, but the first step is for you to forgive me because believe me when i say this, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything i've done to you. I'm sorry to everyone that i was mean to, but i don't know how to get rid of this." I'm now sitting on the edge of Mackenzie's bed.

"I'll forgive you, but you have to break up with Jacob."

"i know. He's horrible. I can't believe I ever wanted to date him." I say and Mackenzie and I laugh.

"I guess you've changed a lot in the last few years. Hug it out."

"Hug it out." We give each other a hug. "I love you Kenz."

"I love you too Madz." She says and I laugh.

A/N

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't been posting. My writing thing for school has taken up my weeks. I got some inspiration for this chapter so i wrote it and i hope you enjoyed it. Any thing you want me to put in the story, comment it down below and i'll read your comments. I'll see you, maybe, next Sunday.

BYE!