That's Miles to you Ms.Davis

chapter Nineteen

"You th-think that I- haha have a- haha soft-t spot for you?" I managed to say, through my fit of laughter. "That is the biggest load of bullshit that I have ever heard." My sides felt like they would split at any moment and tears were pouring from my eyes, but I couldn't stop laughing, although I needed to, or I would have an asthma attack.

"I know you do. Nobody forgets their first love."

"You weren't my first love, I was just to afraid to defy you."

"Bullshit."

"You're a monster, everyone is afraid of you. they dont like you, they don't like this, they want real lives, but they are too afraid to stand up and do something about it, because as humans, we happen to like living." I yelled. He sat back in his seat. I knew I had beat him and he knew it, but refused to show it. I rolled my eyes at his immaturity.

"Is that so?" He asked calmly. I resisted the urge to roll my eyes again, he was stalling, but refused to admit defeat.

"That it is."

"I'm okay with that, as long as they do as I say."

"That's a load of-"

"You aren't." He spit out impatiently.

"I'm not what?"

"You aren't afraid of me."

"Not as much as the others, but I know a lot of your weaknesses. I still am, just not as much as you want me to be. I'm afraid of quiting, I'm afraid to get close to people, I'm afraid of you'll do if you get ahold of my friends that don't work for you, but I also know that you love me and that you would never hurt me."

"Why are afraid to get close to people?"

"Because I know damn well what you are capable of." I hissed.

"And what would that be?"

"Ethan meant everything to me and you couldn't fucking stand it. So what did you do? Pull him into my fucked up life, get him drunk, and send Lucas after him to kill the poor kid. I am afraid of getting close to people, because I know it will drive you completely insane and you will put an end to it, just like you did with Ethan." I said matter of factly before sitting back in my chair.

"Actually hon, Ethan got involved, because he thought he could take your place, because he wanted to protect his little girl, he chose to drink, and Lucas followed him, I had nothing to do with any of it."

"Bullshit. You had everything to do with it."

"Oh did Ethan tell you that? Why would I sacrafice one of my best dealers, to end a high school romance that wouldn't last a month after you graduated?"

"Because you are in love with me and you knew damn well that Ethan and I planned on getting married, weather you thought it would last or not, jealousy took over and you killed him, because you couldn't stand to see me happy when your so fucking miserable. I don't care about you, I haven't in a long time, but your making yourself miserable and not allowing yourself to grow up and move the fuck on. Anything to make me unhappy. You wanted me to screw up, so you could kill me, then you wouldn't have to deal with your feelings towards me, but your a coward, you couldn't kill me if you wanted to."

"I can kill anybody. I would kill you in a heartbeat if needed."

"Bullshit. You've never killed anyone, you send other people, like twelve year old girls who think that what they are doing is right because you fed them all kinds of lies and then they kill someone, and now they are an insomniac because they are traumatized by not only watching a man die in the most gruesome of ways, but they were the ones that killes them so inhumanely."