The Feeling Of Love (Shyland Fanfic) COMPLETE

Chapter Thirty-Three: I'm Very Disappointed In You...

Shay's POV

I just turned 15! And I have a boyfriend! His name is Tom, and he's two years older than me, but he's awesome.. So I thought.

"Shay! I don't want you to go over to his apartment!" Daddy said.

"Please? Come on, it's my birthday!"

"You know I don't really trust him!"

"Daddy! Pleaassee!" He looked around a little then looked back at me.

"..Fine."

"Yay! Thanks!" I kissed him on the cheek and ran outside to wait for Tommy. Soon he pulled in to the driveway in his old Honda.

"Hey birthday girl!" He said as he kissed me. "I have an amazing night planed for you!" Little did I know that was code for something else...

"Come on babe!" He said getting undressed.

"I don't really want to.."

"Oh come on! This is how couples show love!" It was a few minutes of arguing, I gave in.

God, it was awful. I was tense, and it wasn't enjoyable. I wasn't ready. Fuck I hate myself for giving in..

Soon after he "finished", I ran home. 2 miles I ran home. When I did Daddy was waiting for me. Of course he is.

"How was your night with Tom?" He said while sitting on the couch.

"Uh.. It was fine.."

"What did you do?" He was on to me, fuck.

"We.. went for dinner.."

"You're lying!"

"No I'm not!"

"Yes you are! You are LYING!!"

"FINE! I HAD SEX WITH HIM, OKAY?!" I immediately regretted saying that. His eyes got big, with anger and fear.

"Shaylee Brittney Yaw, no you did not!" I stayed silent. "Oh my god you DID!! You're only 15! You litrally just turned fifteen 40 minutes ago! What the fuck were you thinking?!"

"Dad! He practically made me!"

"You could have said no!! My god! Why am I fucking PICTURING IT??!! Do you even listen to me? You know my rule! Do you want to know why my rule is to have sex after your 18?"

"Why.."

"Because what if you get pregnant? At least when you're 18 you're an adult.. Did he even wear a condom?"

"Yes! Do you think I'm that stupid?!" He looked around then back at me.

"N-No." He sat down on the couch. "I guess if I were actually half-decent looking at your age, I probably would have lost my virginity at around your age.. Look... Just don't tell your dad, I won't tell him, either, okay?" He put his hand out, for me to make a deal with him.

"Deal." And we shook on it.