The Feeling Of Love (Shyland Fanfic) COMPLETE

Chapter Forty-Five: Locked In The Closet

Shay's POV

I'm not really sad about the miscarriage. I could care less. But I'm scared. Scared to tell anyone.

All I've been doing is writing. About Life. I dunno. I'm just scared. I need to tell my dads. If I don't I might never leave my room. 

I gathered enough confidence to even leave my room. I slowly walked down the stairs and heard them talking. I sat next to them and they just looked at me.

"Hi, honey!" Daddy said. I didn't look at them. "Whats wrong? Please tell me you're not pregnant again!"

"What? I haven't left the house in a month! How the fuck would I get pregnant?" Dad laughed. "Well... I'm so fucking confused."

"About?" Dad asked.

"Sexuality.." I said very scared. My dads looked at each other then back at me.

"Do you want to talk about it?" They both asked pretty well in unison. I said yes. Daddy started to rub my back.

"Have you figured stuff out?" Dad asked.

"Well.. from ages 12 to maybe 14 I thought I was either bi or gay. I really only dated guys because I didn't want anyone to know. But from ages 15 to now my brain has been telling me that I'm a boy."

"So? You might grow out of that thought."

"No, Ryland. That's 2 years! That's a pretty long time to think that! Shay, why didn't you tell us! You know we will help you right now! You don't need to be scared. Now I'm going to ask you some questions."

"Oh god."

"No, no. It's so we can understand you. Okay, what pronouns do you prefer?

"Him and they."

"Okay.. So what if we changed your name? Like take the middle name and change the 'Lee' part of your first name you your middle name?" I thought about it. I really liked the idea.

So, with that being said. Hi. I'm Shay. I am a boy. Shaylee is gone. Forever. My parents will say I am their oldest son. I am a boy, no questions asked. 

I am Trans!