I'm not taking pictures here.
I've spent every day of the last four years watching you from a distance and waiting for you to notice me. Sometimes I feel like you've been doing the same. I'm sick of it. I'm tired of sitting in these candid moments just waiting for something to happen. I swear to the flow god the next time I see you I'm kissing you. I don't care if you have a boyfriend or whatever. I'm sick of waiting for shit to happen. It's goddamn time to make shit happen.
I'm taking 2017 to change my life to something I want it to be. I'm gonna be more artistic. I'm gonna take more pictures. I'm gonna capture candid moments. Im gonna buy a shit ton of disposable cameras. I'm gonna dress how I want. I'm gonna do what I want, even if everyone is telling me not to, and especially if it scares me. I'm not gonna follow the bullshit rules of society. I'm gonna fall in love more. I'm gonna get over her. I'm gonna spend more time on myself. I'm gonna take myself out on a date. I'm gonna make friends I want in my life forever that will accept everything about me.
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RandomA story of my life up until now, or when "now" is when I finish writing this. Disclaimer: everything in this is 100% true. This story won't be a "family friendly" thing. I'm going to cover very real things that may be triggering. This goes from wh...
