I've never been the perfect child.
I'm not the little girl in pink you've always wanted to have.
I'm not the boy in plaid I've always wanted to be.
I've never been the kid with straight A's.
I've never been the sporty kid.
I've never been the picked on bitch you think I am.
I've never been the smiley kid you see.
I'm sad.
I fucking hate myself.
I've never been happy with my body.
I was too skinny; the only one with bones showing.
I am too fat; not a bone you can see.
I hate myself now more than ever, but I thought I just accepted myself.
I don't fucking know anymore.
All I know is I hate myself and I hate you.
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Not quite living
RandomA story of my life up until now, or when "now" is when I finish writing this. Disclaimer: everything in this is 100% true. This story won't be a "family friendly" thing. I'm going to cover very real things that may be triggering. This goes from wh...
