TEEN IDLE

Chapter 7

Last night was too rough for me to handle
I woke up with a lot of burden in my shoulders.

I get into a shower to get ready for school and then I sat down the table and having a nice breakfast until.

My brothers says
"I'm hungry can I have some more ?"

My mom literally grab my plate and handed it to my brother, I'm upset of course, cause I haven't eat it, I'm starving.

So I said
"You do realize that I am your daughter"

But she's becoming even more upset than I am
"Yes and I am your mother and I can do whatever I want, you can't make yourself a meal"

Cause I can't deal with this anymore I stand up and grab my backpack and walk to the front door

My brother in the other hand is trying to persuaded me
"Here's your breakfast come on just take a seat, please"

Then my mother yelled at me
"Sit down!! Seriously when will you gonna do what I say ?"

I slam the door and said
"When I'm dead"

They said family is one place where's there's mom, dad, brothers, and sisters who's gonna make you feel save and comfortable, they'll protect you from everything.

But the problem is they're wrong. My family is different, my brothers who's always win at everything and my sister who's always being a star,

and then me who's always being a laughing stock
who's always gonna be compare to the others,
an embarrassment,
a second choice,
a failure

God I hate myself so much.

I was just walk on the side of the street on my way to school and there's a car heading my way, the window rolls down and it was Fred

"Hey.. it's Ashely right ? Get in"

"No thank you"

"Cmon we go to the same school, and I couldn't let you walk alone"

I said to myself "What could possibly happen ? Besides I'm might come late if I keep waking by myself"

"Ok then if you insist"

I look at his face while he was looking at the roads, I just notice that he have a beautiful eyes, his eyes is glowing,it's so blue, bluer than the sky I feel like I'm drowning inside of his eyes,

But suddenly he look at me,I look the other way immediately I just hope that he doesn't know that I've been looking at him

Not long after that we arrived at school,

"Yup, thanks for the ride and...good luck for today" I said

God it was so awkward I'm such a weirdo..

"What?" He giggles

I quickly get out of his car and walk away, I turn around and the car's window rolls down and I can see him smiling and waving his hands,

I wave my hand and walk away,
I walk down the corridor and I can't stop thinking about him, I kept smiling as I walk through this corridor

But suddenly someone grabs me and pull me into the cupboard when the lights turn on it turns out to be Asher

"Are you trying to get back at me ?" He said

"What do you mean ?"

"You know what I mean, you know I hate him, I thought you love me"

"As a matter of fact he's just giving me a ride, and I thought you love me too, but I'm wrong"

I opened the door and walk away.