Kaneki x reader [TOKYO GHOUL]

6.

I woke up to my bedroom and it was strangely, well, normal.

I didn't have a headache, but I did have worry. Kaneki had told me some information which I wasn't sure I would believe but I still worried about him. He wasn't in my room so I guess he must've left. I guess i'm not going to get an explanation.

For a strange reason, I was acting calm. I didn't feel the need to freak out and inspect things. Maybe it was just shock, but I didn't want any of this to be true.

I sat up on my bed, crossing my legs. I looked to my night stand and noticed a handwritten letter on it. I arched my brow in confusion but grabbed the note nonetheless. I then proceeded to read it out loud.

"(Name),
I'm sorry that I left without an explanation. Maybe one day i'll see you again. But I have to go for a while. I'm sorry for what I put you through.
                 Love, Kaneki"

Goosebumps ran down my spine as I read each word out loud and countless times after in my mind. My hands began to shake and I began to read the last two words again. "Love, Kaneki."

I wasn't sure how I felt about Kaneki. We had been been friends for as long as I can remember, but it wasn't the same with Hide.. I always felt more attracted to Kaneki but lately, Kaneki has been upset me and showed me an evil side to him.

But as much as I wanted to hate him, I couldn't. And I couldn't deal with not ever texting him again.

So, I promised myself that I would text him every single day. Sending him messages that I knew he would see. And maybe he'd answer one day. I just need to know where he went.